you love me.Then why ?

True love ?

Love .
Doesn't that word just get you excited I know it does  for me. Yes I Luna, 17 years old have fallen madly in love we have been together for 4 years. Damon. He is everything to me he has that bad boy attitude. Yet he so nice. He never wants anyone but me to see the good in him . He says all the time when people see good the expect good. But I love him no matter what his blue green eyes that captivates me. He long yet short black raven hair that's so silky. He beautiful smooth tanned skin. His perfect smile he deep yet beautiful laugh. How he just looks at me and it draws me in. Forever and saved in and tangled into his web. Yet Damon has been acting really different I don't understand him he was never like this what's going on.
Damon

I cheated on her how could I do this. Why we have been together for 4 years? The best 4 years of my life. She understands me her love is unconditional yet I did this to her. Why? She gave me everything and I mean everything we both gave each other are first time are hearts are souls. I love her I'm in love with her yet I did this to her and with her best friend. What kinda guy am I have to tell her my heart it hurts. Luna I'm so sorry.