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You had enough. Dating a celebrity was hard, but you never thought it would be this hard.....
All of the secretive dates, all of the rumors, all of the scandals. When was the last time you even saw each other? 5 months. You counted each and every day that passed by in pain, feeling so forgotten.
It was like the same routine over and over again. You wouldn't see him for almost a year, then he'd come waltzing in the door with flowers and sweet words to comfort you. Yeah it was nice and everything, but what's one night spent together compared to almost an excruciating year of being apart?
At first it made you really cherish the rare moments you and Ji were together. But now you feel so forgotten and even betrayed. It made you even think that he hated you. B-But that's impossible..... Right?
All of those times you spent alone walking around Jiyong's cold house, searching his name on google only to find pictures of Jiyong and Kiko broke your heart. That did it. He hated you. Hell, it seemed like everyone hated you. You were bullied so many times when you were little it made a big impact on your self esteem. Then, you met Jiyong and hopelessly fell in love with him. But then again, he probably asked you to be his girlfriend out of pity...
You walked into your bedroom that you shared with Jiyong and went straight towards your desk. Grabbing a piece of paper and and pen, you started to write a farewell letter.
My dearest Jiyong,
It seems like we've drifted apart so far away. I'm not sure if we could ever close that gap between us but one thing is for sure. I really have nothing else to live for. I just wanted to say I-
"Jagiya! I'm finally home!" Jiyong peeked his head into the doorway of the bedroom. You looked up to see Jiyong's tired but smiling face.
".....Jagiya....why are you crying?" Jiyong asked as he started to walk over. You reached up to feel you cheeks as you felt the warm wet trails of your tears. That's strange, you didn't even feel yourself crying. You quickly wiped you face with the sleeves of your shirt as Jiyong came over to cup your face in his hands.
You relaxed into his hands and inhaled his scent, savoring this moment. Suddenly, realization struck.
'Oh crap the letter!' You thought. Before you could reach out to crumple the letter, Jiyong seemed to grasp what was going on as he reached out before you and snatched the letter out of your reach. Quickly reading the few words you wrote down, Jiyong seemed to get what was happening,
"Babe, I know we've been drifting apart and that's completely my fault....." Jiyong began.
"But do you really need to take your life?" You looked up at Jiyong, who looked beyond pissed.
"Tell me, just tell me one thing. How do you think I would feel if you disappeared from my life? I would be broken. I would stop being the leader of Big Bang I would stop my whole life if you disappeared. Do you think I can live without you? I would be so broken, nobody would ever succeed in fixing me. Babe you're my whole life. Please be careful of what you choose." Tears sprung into Jiyong's eyes.
You couldn't even speak right now. You were crying with Jiyong as he wrapped his strong arms around you into a tight embrace as he let out a sob. You stayed in that position for what seemed like hours. Just enjoying each other's presence, feeling your heart beat as one with his.
Finally Jiyong pulled away, "You know what, we're making our relationship public. I don't care what my boss thinks; I could care less of what the whole world thinks. You're my girl and I'm so proud of you." Jiyong said as he started lovingly into your eyes.
"We're having this whole month to ourselves and nobody is going to interrupt. If they do, I'll quit my job as a leader then." Jiyong turned to face you with a huge smile on his face.
"So today, let's go to Disneyland. And then we'll plan a trip to Europe. You've always wanted to go there right?" You nodded sheepishly. Jiyong smiled even bigger.
"And then we'll plan a bunch of roadtrips and days to the beach. Oh, we should take Gaho with us too. The best part about all of this, is that I don't have to wear those suffocating disguises anymore." Jiyong went on and on about all of his future plans but all you had a single thought in your mind,
'I love you Jiyong.'
