Dazed and Unknown

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Life could be intriguing and love is the main ingredient on it. How can you unlove someone that had captured a whole lot of you. I am just me and this is how I got mixed up with the dilemma concerning love.

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I was constantly surrounded by boys, man, players, prince type, honest, loyal. People varies and so are the ways how they face the complicates in their so called relationships. My motto "Learn from others mistakes"

I learned that love could be cruel. I have a bestfriend, the popular type not because shes a bitch or anything, she's the active type a total opposite of me, she would give and do everything for her partner but would still end up crying

I dont really understand the goodness of being in love, I am a realist, i dont believe in fairytales and happy ever after but maybe somewhere in my mind I wish I can.

The usual morning in our shared apartment with Seiph -- my bestfriend. A hot coffee in the coffee table, my legs folded in contact with my chest, a book on my nose. My feet squirming feeling the texture of our sofa, my usual hobby.

"You're at it again" I look at the direction of the voice, Seiph is making her breakfast menu which is made up of fruits and salad. She grabbed salad mix and pour to the plate

"Get a life girlfriend, I respect your decision to just stay here but come on! Its been 3 weeks since we've moved here" yes weve just move to this lovely city and so far so good

She grabbed her foods and sit beside me "do you ever leave the building?" "Yes" a short answer to stop her lectures "Really?" a doubt can be heared from her

Ok I lied, but I go out sometimes; to the garden, at the top of the building and the starbucks on the 1st floor. Places I considered a paradise.

"Dont give me the cold shoulder" that is her last comment and she finished her food

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"I'll be going then. Bye."

"Dont harm anyone outside!!" She laugh lightly and made her way

Seiph works as an Analyst to some popular company so she really carry herself with confidence obviously its a must in her line of work. My family owns a company branching from different fields which im literally not proud of I hated the attention.

I hate going to celebrations and parties so I found a way to earn money without doing so. I am a freelance writer and editor. I own a restaurant and fashion shops but my secretaries are doing their job following well my instructions. I dont have issues concerning human, ok maybe minor social issues.

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My phone rung

"Hmn?" I knew from the caller ID it's Seiph

"I need you" she sounds frantic "What is it?" I stopped what im doing to listen carefully slightly worried

"I forgot my documents for the presentation" o-oh I think I know where these would lead to

"Should I fax it?" I'm serious

"Really? Get your butt in here!" Is something wrong with what I said? It's acceptable right? And easy why do I have to travel just to give her something she forgot? Shes out of her mind

"But im serious" I answered back

"What I'm offering you is fresh air and sunlight. Just get in here already, its on the top of my desk in my room. Thanks! Your a saviour" as I was about to answer she ended the call

I changed clothes just basic tattered pants, plain gray shirt, a white converse with a messy bun and my fav basic cap

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I am here at the dessert house to the lobby of her workplace. I dialled her number and let out a sigh when she didnt answer so I just messaged her instead.

I am enjoying the sponge cake and iced tea in front of me. Lucky I brought the unfinished book I am reading. Hours past and she's still not here, I've already finished my food and already finished 29 chapters of my book

"Where is she?" I asked in whisper I turned my head to see if shes in sight but sadly not. I looked behind and realized the gorgeous young man sipping on his coffee, we stared at each other but i broke it first quite fast i may say, as if ive done something wrong. I sigh as I got up and pick up the things to leave

"Sorry I'm late I didnt expect it to start early" she's in sweat and is breathing hard, I smiled

"You run" I gave her her precious package

"And thankyou for stating the obvious" she reached for it

"My duty is now complete. I'll go now"

"Where are you going?"

"Mall" I left her grinning widely

"Thankyou for this!" She scream and I turned my head to smile at her and to see the same man staring at me