Feelings don't die easily cause we keep feeding them with memories that's exacly the reason why it's so hard to move on..
After that day you could not calm down. You are always thinking about your unkwon savior , end every time you thought about him and his words your heart will quickly begain to beat as he wanted to jump out of your chest.School year was at the end.Euphoria was bigger and bigger, students were tense .Everyone wanted to have best possible assesment but in your head they were not essential they were outside of your world. Center of your world was him and nothing else in those thoughts,you been woked up by strong and penetrating voice of your teacher "(L/N) Are you listening to me? ". "Aaa? Y-yes im listening to you please continue.You said uncertainly . "Alright, when you listening to me repeat the lesson that i have now finished." Said your teacher tapping his foot off the floor which has expresed his impatiance . "Ahh" you 're continued."Don't you give me ahh , miss (L/N), shame on you, you will stay after class for punishment , i hope that you will be put in order and i also hope that you will not repeat these shameful actions. Anoyingly teacher spoke as his face was red as a teapot you thought you could even see the steam coming out of his ears .
~Time skip~
After class here you are alone in the classrom before the blackboard with dusty sponge who's made you only society , you thinks about your "shameful actions" acording to your teacher words .You actually didn't do anything wrong , but you couldnt drove that boy away from your thoughts , what you didn't like because the more you thought about him more and your heart sank in your chest and more you couldnt focus on the things and people around you ."Damn!" you thought mechanically hitting fist of the board "When l could control this rash and too much focused heart , my life will be easly ...