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I was with my best friends that night, at her house. We started talking about you,  I forget why.
I remember begging them not to, but they texted you. Trying to make you understand what had happened, and that I wasn't, in fact, insane. You did everything you could to prove to us that your new girlfriend had good intentions.


I ended up deleting all of the messages between us that I kept close to heart.  
All of the moments, all of the hurt, and all of the love.  
All of it is gone now, just a distant memory.


I remember crying, I remember staring at all of my scars. Counting them in my head, because they all held a story.

"97, 98, 99, 100..." 

I cried in the bathroom for awhile, locked myself inside. Just me and my thoughts having a conversation like we always did. They never left me like you did. 
My best friends were worried about me, and quite honestly, I was too. 

The endless thoughts of you, are every day.
No matter what situation, you're on my mind.




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