Who do I Love?

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,,Du Jako, ich nehme mir mal eine deiner Gitarren", meinte ich und mein Bruder nickte nur. Ich lief in den Raum in dem die ganzen Instrumenten, schloss die Tür hinter mir und nahm mir die Acoustic Gitarre und fing an Amnesia von 5SoS (Das Lied am Kapitel, pls anhören):

,,I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The Pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all. "

,,Hey Amy, das klang so wie du aussiehst ,wunderschön", ich sah mit Tränen in den Augen auf. ,,Ist es wegen Flo?", ich nickte. Er kam zu mir , nahm mir die Gitarre ab und nahm mich in den Arm." ,,Du, Max?" ,,Ja?" ,,Wie hast du es geschafft mich zu lieben obwohl ich mit Flo zusammen war?"