Memories

All it took was one look, just a pair of eyes meeting mine and everything come flooding back.

It had been weeks since we last talked let alone seen each other, I finally thought I was over him but I guess not, how can one person have such an affect on me and all it took was a pair of amazing green eyes with a brown ring in the center.

The memories come flooding back at full force, the good, the Bad, the pain, the joy and the heartache, all at once making it hard to breathe and even though our eyes locked for a short amount of time, the world seemed to stop; nothing else mattered in those few seconds.

Getting over the shock I turned around and carried on.
I looked back just to be met with his gaze again. my breathing hitched, my heart moved faster, breaking contact so he wouldn't notice the effect that he has on me, my grey blue eyes glaze over, blinking a few times to stop the tears coming.
"You need to stop this"
I thought to myself.

But as the memories continued so did the pain of knowing that he will never be mine, even though the time we spent together seemed real and that it could turn into something more.
It never did.

I realise though as the tears stream down my face that I should be grateful for the time that we did have together and for all he had done for me and made me feel, wiping my eyes I turn and looked back at him again but this time with a small smile gracing my face.

"Im stronger then this'
I quitly whispered to myself, taking a deep breath, I collect myself while walking forward I leave behind the pain, but as well I leave behind all thoughts I had when I spent with him because he will never be mine.

My heart shatters to dust with every step I take away but it also starts to build itself knowing that things will be ok.