Caught

Chapter 03

I fell in love with you because you loved 

me when I couldn't love myself~

xxxxxx

"Boyfriend mo ba si Kuya." TUMAWA AKO NG MALAKAS, LITERAL

"HAHHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHHA That wont happen li'l devil." I said as an assurance.

"Yea. Beter not. Kuya is a messed up guy, not a good match for a Lady. Y'know what ate ? I'm seeing my old self as you but if I were you, Not CJ of all guys. He's definitely a Huge Catastrophe.'' For 2 years of Knowing CJ, I didn't know what Disaster is this girl saying but I definitely Shouldn't know.

"You know what Li'l devil? I thought you asked him to brought me here for you to scare me not to talk to your brother ever again hahah" She smiled. A cute one. I think this is a true one.

"Well. I'm still a Li'l devil after all''

"But Allura Lemme state something to you. Don't ask someone not to like your Kuya kasi Maybe Messed up guy sya pero Hindi dahilan yun para saktan sya. Dont bother anyone not to like him kasi He deserve that." I said with my Genuine smile nang mahagip ng mata ko ang pinto kung saan nakatayo si CJ ngayon. Unti unting lumaki ang Mata ko.

"Kanina ka pa ?!" Gulat na tanong ko.

"I changed my mind. I wont Force you to fall for me just because I want to." Tinitigan ko sya at may naramdaman ako. Disapoinment ? Lungkot?. NO ! hindi pwede!. Omygash HEART NO!!!.

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I waved my goodbye at CJ. Nakatulog kasi si Allura kakanood namin ng Powerpuff girls. That evil is still a Child hahaha.

I walked on my way home.

I openned my blog as soon as Makarating ako sa bahay.

nabasa ko ang last post ko.

What is Love?
Ano nga ba ang love? May kanya kanya tayong sagot sa tanong na yan pero para saken, Love is just a pain in the ass.

Pero kahit anong Gawin mo Tumakbo ka man, Magtago, Kahit lumipad ka pa ay hinding hindi mo Matatakasan.

Sa totoo lang, di ko alam ang kahulugan ng love kasi love for me is hatred for some reasons. Love comes from our thoughts. I once believed.

Lets see.
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Another day came and wala namang kakaiba . Marami pa ring requests sa locker ko pero wait... May chocolates? 

Seriously, I never recieved chocolates sa tuwing may nagrerequest. Hmm
Nevermind.

I closed my locker and I saw CJ. He's with his friends.

He saw me. I smiled,  he just waved and walk pass by me.

He never did that. He mostly would grab me and walk with them.

Is it my fault ?

Nasanay kasi ako sa lagi nyang ginagawa dati but why sudden change?

Naglakad ako papuntang library nang lutang. I grabbed one book and openned it. Not actually reading it kasi iniisip ko pa rin bakit nagkaganon si CJ. What so wrong did I do?. Absent pa si Mica. Hays.