Do you ever just stand in one spot and just think, 'Gosh this is peaceful' . The last few days I've been making this a everyday thing. What you may ask ? Standing infront the morning sunrise before my morning hunt, the peacefulness that came with it is nothing but blissful. The morning colors mix with the suns rays to make it seem as if nothing in this world is tainted with evil, but in the real reality this world has nothing but hardship and the people, oh god the people in it are nothing but monsters. Even more so then me or any of the other ghouls that populate this world. Making life harder for us, making us hide in the shadows just because we are who we are, we didn't plan to be born like this but yet you treat all ghouls the same, some of which arnt even bad, living a dull life with only coffee and donated human flesh. Some have to go threw the hardship anyone else in the human race to live. Life is the freedom to anyone even the monsters in the shadows. Seeing this morning sky flushes my mind of the hatered for you humans, the sky makes my mind timid, relaxed and even have a peacefulness to it that no ghoul should know. We need things to change, our race is dying off with passing moments, But yes some of us still hide and hope for our own safety. Hope is a stupid thing to think about, nothing but pain comes with this stupid hope thing.
Why do I still come out here? I should be out there killing the human race with nothing but my hands and teeth, show them that we as ghouls should be nothing but feared, you want to treat us as monsters we should give you a reason.
'Tsk' clicking my teeth in frustration I turn on my heels and continue to walk past my shitty apartment continueing going to the shop to pick up more coffee. Stupid coffee, stupid only drink we can drink.
As my mind wondered about the simplicity of coffee I ended up bumping into someone, the impact alone apparently sent me to my ass.
"Hey bud, watch where your going huh?" Apparently I'm not a people person, that should clearly be obvious.
" I-I-im so s-sorry! , please l-let me help y-you"
At least he's nice for a boy. Wait boy? How the hell did this boy knock me on my ass, full grown men can't do that ... Not human at least. This boy might be fun. As he helps me up he has a genuine look on his face.
'If he's a ghoul he's a weird one or he's stupid' my thoughts got wild, but snapping back to reality I notice the boys been talking to me."Huh? Sorry I wasn't listening" scratching the back of my head.
'Sigh' " I said my name is Ken Kaneki and I asked if you were okay?" He seemed frustrated as he had a pouted lip.
"My names (Y/N) (L/N), and yes I'm fine, its my fault anyway, I wasn't paying attention."
"That's fine I'm just happy your not hurt, what are you doing that you lost focus" he cocked his head to the right genuinely looking confused.
Why does this boy care? Why is he even still talking to me, and most of all why does he seem familiar ? He had an energy to him that I just can't seem to put my finger on, but he also smells fimilliar like someone I know.
"Oh I just need some coffee, ran out last night"
"You should come to the coffee shop I work at I'll serve you some of the best coffee in town" His smile was huge as if he just got guts to ask a girl out.
"Sure why not, what's the shops name? " asking with such a kind smile. He makes me want to laugh, poor kid, but I need to find out more about him, he seems like he's more then he is and it dosnt help that he knocked me over. Too much I want to know so little time.
" Anteiku, its actually pretty close to here, do you know what one ?"
The smile on my face couldn't be any bigger, he just basically told me he's a ghoul, the only ones that are allowed to work there are ghouls, oh how do I know? Well I know who he works for, hell its the coffee shop I've been looking for this hole time, I need to talk to him, we have business to talk about ever since rize has been killed.
"Could you wright it down actually? Just so I can make sure I remember, when are you working next ? " This couldn't be easier.
"Tomorrow at noon, come by anytime after that, I'll make sure your served well."
He scribbles some directions down and hands me the paper.
"If you get lost my numbers also on it, call me if you need help" scratching the back of his head he has a slight blush on his face as if he had was asking someone out.
To bad he's not my type, he's a cute kid though. Stuffing the paper in my bag I look back up to see him still smilling like a love struch idiot."Thank you, I'll give you a call if I need anything, I guess I'll see you tomorrow huh? "
"Ya for sure, and again I'm sorry I knocked you over."He turned around and ran in the opposite direction waving back at me. Giving him a slight wave back I continue to walk to the store with a huge smirk on my face. Sometimes being cute works for me. The looks on men's faces though make me want to punch them in the face , pfft discussing pigs. Personally I couldn't be bothered, I'm not saying I'll always be alone I just haven't met that one person yet.
Giving one more sigh I continue looking for my coffee to go back home and wait.
I can already tell tomorrow will be a good day.
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