Day two

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Day two, during school I'm trying to do my best and learn and understand work but every time I learn a new lesson I get I have in my head, but when it comes to quizzes and tests I suck at it, it's like when I say something to myself it, I will say "Ashli you dumb cause you can't pass quizzes and tests, your really dumb and lazy." Sometimes I hate to call myself out like that because sometime I can be lazy and not study for school, but I do want to pursuit my dreams, I always think of me being a music producer, a Dj, and chef, lord knows I love to cook and I love music with my heart but first I have to go threw my education before I can hit to real life as an adult, I felt I blame myself for years why I can't be smart like my two oldest sisters and make money and have a family but I want my own life because I'm different from them. My dreams is to be a famous music producer that have more money then my sisters and live in a nice house by the beach and be stress free from drama, and once I get marry and have the right husband, I promise we will have a perfect life's, when I have my children's I promise I will give things that I never had before because my parents was very strict they still won't let me hang out with my friends, I understand that they try to protect me from danger, but I also need to learn to be on my own......

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