Day three, we have two weeks left of school and I just got my result from my gradation test and I fail them with stupid flying colors I was close to a 200 that range of passing the the test, I felt like an ass, because I hated myself for that, all I can say is what now I just can't figure it out, what now I just have to wait it out, everyone wants me to do my best but , but I'm am but I'm just in my own world all I can do is day dream about future my instead of school, I hate myself for not doing nothing about it, it hurt to see I'm not good enough to have a future, why I'm here for, I can't be smart like the children, why I can't think straight, I was a joke. But you only seen the half of me and it that just half of it. I'm not done yet but I realize I can't never give up. I have to push myself to move forward and not to fall on my back. But I always go back and forth with my doubts. I'm trying to control it but it killing me. I hated it like somebody is controlling me and it taking over my body, I just don't know what to do, it's like my soul is drowning with miserable sprits..
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Young and Finding Love
General FictionYet to be a girl but have struggles , but fall in love so easy but yet she want to be on her own but the parents is strict and won't let her be a regular teenager but also have a hard time in school and with friends.....
