Crush
n. a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable or inappropriate.Im Calum Neale Hakim .. The awkward 17 year old boy with a weird sense of humor .
I attend Public School ...disastrous right ?
Its even more disastrous when you spit rainbows in a school full of homophobes.
and to add to that yes, i do get bullied. somewhat ... I fought this boy once, so it died down after that .
I walked down the steps & into the kitchen at 3 am on a school night .
The usual
And I made myself some food. As If on cue my phone starts to ring. I answer it before I wake anyone up.
"Hello ?" I said, imitating a sleepy voice so they could leave me alone.
"HI CALUM!" Said the over-excited person. We call him Elijah . (I call him Bitch .. but lets stick with that)
"Eli what could you possibly want at three in the morning ?" I say literally already annoyed .. I mean this is my bestfriend, and my crush. But that gives him no right to call me with no warning.... oh wait .. i didnt mention that.
Yes. My Crush. Elijah. For years Ive had a crush on him .
The way his hair is always perfect
The way his eyes always have a joyful sparkle
The way He's Always Energetic . (Yes, Even That)
Even little things like his hand brushing mine
Or he stares just a little too long .I might just be overanalyzing the things he does, but dammit a boy can dream. Cant He ?
"Cal .. Caaaal ? , Hakim ? you ok there buddy ?" Elijah says confused.
Dammit I spaced out again. I really need to learn to control that."Im here," I say in reassurance.
"Barely" He says . oh this bitch. "Anywayssss, school got cancelled. Which is why I called screaming" He continues.
"Good, I didnt do any homework anyway." I say.
"I do adore your procrastinating ass" he said & my heart dropped to the floor.I hear a "beep beep" and I take a minute to praise god..
The Call Dropped .