Inside Hell

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Hell
n. public education.

"CALUM !" Elijah called for me from down the hallway, Ive always wondered what drugs he took because he has energy ALL DAY. I literally wake up and is exhausted in the span of two hours .

Elijah Gimme Yo Drugs

He runs up to me and hugs my back tightly, like he didnt see me yesterday, or the day before that,

I get goosebumps all over my body when he comes into contact with me, I shiver and pat his back signalling for him to move.

Today was Friday, the day Eli usually comes over for a sleepover.

"So, calum..." he trails on. "I was wondering if i could skip tonights sleepover?" he says .

ok what ?

"Wait, what ? why ?" I asked completely baffled, he never misses my sleepovers, could he be tired of me ? Am I that bad of a person ?

The look on his face is a look of...sort of like he's trying to find an excuse. Alright, he hates me, Im convinced

"I met a girl and she wants to go out" he says quietly.
"I mean, Okay, That's Fine." I say Flatly.
On the inside I was begging him to say "forget her" and "Ill go with you" but in reality we all knew that wasnt going to happen.

I sat quietly for half the day with Eli on my mind, thinking about him and whoever this girl was, kissing and having fun together & eventually becoming a "thing" and him being snatched away from me.

Whoever it is, they cant possibly go to this school.

Everyone that attends Theodore Lawrence High School knows that Elijah is Mine, and nobody else can come inbetween that, so she must be someone else.

The Bell Rings For Lunch, which means Elijah, which means let me go hide in a trashcan,
he comes over to me & sits down , with his bag of snacks he had this morning,

ok why is he so fit and skinny, he has a flat stomach but never stops eating. Is he human?

"Talk to meeee" he says whining
"I still love youuu" he says in the same tone but this time leaning his head on my shoulder. I shiver at how close he is, because I can literally feel him breathing on my neck,

"HEY FAGS, STOP MAKING OUT" Andre and his group of rats shouted towards us.

Oh God here we go, this day just gets better and better.

"Calum ignore them, their literally stupid" he says in a comforting tone.

"No, Fuck that." I shout, loud enough for the entire cafeteria to hear me,

apparently everyone did, they turn their heads to see what's going on like the mindless highschool children they are.

"Im sick and fucking tired of you, and all of your SHIT" I say punching andre square in the jaw, teachers come and hold us away from eachother.

Tears are streaming down my face while Eli pulls me away from the teachers and takes me to the nearest bathroom.

he looks as if he's...losing his mind, he's pacing around with tears on the brim of his eyes, but Im fine, I only punched him & he didnt fight back.

The rest of the day goes by pretty quickly, no problems with anybody else and Elijah has finally calmed down.

I get my things and walk home slowly, I wasnt setting up a sleepover tonight and I wasnt spending time with my crush, why rush ?

I spend hours crying to myself like it was that serious. I kept telling myself "calum, its only one weekend, he'll be back." but that literally only made it worse, so I cried some more.

But then I hear three knocks at my door, I go to see who it is that could be bothering me right now,
Im home alone so my mom isnt expecting anyone.

"Hi Cally" Elijah says with two boxes of pizza & a pillow, in his hand.

yes I did leave a cliffhanger & you are gonna have to wait for the next chapter so hate me :)

This was honestly so fun to write,

how many chapters should this book have, im thinking 10 ;)

-jiggy jay in the hizzy house

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