There is nothing more worse than being left behind. Your most precious one has left and you don't when you'll see them again or what to do with your life. That's just where I am today. Cyr's gone. He had to go to his first master. I knew it would happen eventually. I just wish it didn't. I'm left, pregnant, and he doesn't even know about it.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
I was going to tell him, believe me. But he told me that he was going first. So the only thing I have left is this note:
‘I’m not leaving by choice. Never think in a million years I would leave now by choice. From the very first moment I saw you lying there alone, I knew you’d be the one I loved with all my heart. You have blossomed into a true demon capable of everything now, my dear. This time spent with you has truly been the best of my existence. I wished with all my heart I could stay with you, but it just isn’t possible. I saw how upset you got when I told you, I thought it best if I was to say goodbye for now in writing. I will see you again, so don’t go far. Forever and always yours, Cyr.’
I want to see him again. I know I can't. The child inside grows bigger inside of me and I don't know what to do when it arrives. There's a passage to the closest demon hospital in the cellar but I don't know if I'll be welcome there. I don't know how to raise a child while contracting with humans. I'm not even sure how to find humans that want a contract. I've been relying on him ever since he found me. I don't know if I know how to do anything without him. I have no hope...nothing now my love has left.
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
She's coming. I have to run, to the hospital. I don't know what to do. I don't know where I am. I'm just running, running, running. I don't know where I am. I just know I have to get away. They've taken her away from me. I can't go home now. I have nothing left of him.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
I'll probably never see him again. I'll probably never see her again. The only thing I can remember is how to recreate things. Maybe how to reverse them. I have to practice, to see the potential of my power. I have already stolen one soul, the vampire guard. The mansion I have stolen is now mine. There's nothing left of it's previous owner. Nothing left of me. I've forgotten something, important I know it is, but what it is, I can't remember. Oh well, it can't be that important if I've forgotten it, right?
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
There's a man, a butler, a long tailcoat. Every night while I sleep I can see him. He's talking to me, just talking. I think I recognise him, his name is Cryer...or Cyr...I'm not sure. I don't think I recognise him. He's upset with what's happened to me. I'm confused. This is the way I'm supposed to be. A demon thief. The thief's second in command. This is the way you left me and the way it's supposed to be.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
I'll probably never see him again. He can't see me now, not like this. "Jess?" I glanced towards him and then away from him and disappeared into the night.
I missed my chance at a happy ever after.
