What if i was only an illusion that forced your mind to jump to conclusions but only brought mass confusion like a mirage that is a mere delusion? What if the pain I feel wasn't even a feeling at all but a fading memory that was only ment to stall....stall the inner parts of your mind so it can take you away from the reality of life......Let that sink in....and as it sinks in think about your sins.....i had mines and still do.....repent to God and try and make it through.....the real fact of the matter is there is nothing sadder than being like the average kids, thinking in your mind like you own your own business in both ways but thinks leaks out of your heart and mind and well shit never stays......government secretly had us as slaves....looking at the gauges.....cutting our wages till we slowly have nothing left but when we look back at how our ancestors had to protest through all the mess.....in the long run it was just a test.......the suffering never ends the pain onlh extends your mind isnt your bestfriend......only idiots say the world will never end......oh but it will....and the revelation will fall on the earth.....and their will be a new birth...im sorry I couldn't do better i always feel like the worst....letting people go that is close to my heart.....when people ask me what's wrong im like where should I start.....i was never enough and was never the right guy......so everyday i look up at the sky and sigh saying why.....srry is never enough on how people feel or express.....but idk what to say.....cant sing Oh happy day.....kuz it really isnt....🚶🏽✌🏾️
