Fall out Boy ... unexpected child

This is goodbye

  I didn't sleep at all, I guess I was really excited. I mean it's not every single day you get adopted and then find out you also moving out of your state. Moving somewhere you don't know because you never been there before, I only lived in two states my whole life; California and Nevada. Both are located in the West Coast and both states are well known for their heat, and I know in the East Coast it can get really cold. I just pretty much closed my eyes and laid in the bed that I slept for over seven years in and thought about; "What is going to happen and how I changed. You know a lot people say you discover yourself when you get in college or high school, I don't know if I found myself yet. But as I am thinking I don't know how to even find yourself.

I look at my digital clock and it said it was ten minutes till six, I thought I should get ready. I get my robe ready and start to walk to the bathroom for my last shower ever here. As I open the door of my room, I see Ms. Roth walking across the hall and she turned around after hearing my door opening. I look crazy with my curly hair being wild and I am also wearing my Batman onesie.

"Nataly, you should still be sleeping?" said Ms. Roth who was wearing a black t shirt and some jeggings with her ginger locks down.

"I know but I couldn't sleep much, and I thought I should take a quick shower before my "parents" come." I said.

"Well okay, try to be quick they will be here any minute." she said as she started walking downstairs.

I walked into the bathroom and took my shower, as I was walking back to my room after taking my shower I could hear voices.

"Don't worry about being late, she taking a shower at the moment." I could hear Ms. Roth's voice reassuring them that they did not wrong.

"Okay, umm..... is she excited?" asked Patrick, I could tell my father was nervous being a dad. I think Elisa and Patrick don't even have their own children, but then again everyone would be nervous to a parent for the first or fiftieth time.

"Patrick, don't worry. He is bit nervous to become a father for the first time, I am too but I am trying to make sure my nervous don't get the better of me." said Elisa with a soft tone in her voice as it seems that she was making sure that she would not dare to wake the other girls.

"Don't worry, Nataly is feeling the same as you are feeling too." said Ms. Roth.

"I don't understand how long could a sweet young girl like her not be wanted." said Elisa.

"It's simple really because she is getting older, the older that someone get's the less likely they are to adopt that child." said Ms. Roth.

"I know that we are allowed to know how Nataly got here but can you tell me the reason why she was here, like was she left here or her parents died." asked Patrick, I could tell from the tone of his voice he wanted to make sure I was fine emotionally.

"I am not to allow you how her parents died, when the child is ready to talk about she will tell you. Her parents died both in the same year three months apart from one parent's' death, however it amazes me that she was able to use other things as numbness to her parents death." said Ms. Roth.

"What do you mean as "numbness"?" I could tell Elisa was getting worried.

"You will see that she uses things like; reading, school, her music as a form to forget about that. I tried to talk about her parents before and help her close up that numbness of her's, but I didn't know how to approach the topic to her." said Ms. Roth in a confused manner.

"We will try our best to make sure she will be very open to use and view as people who she can to about everything." said Patrick.

"Speaking of everything, I assume that Nataly all early got her "gift" already...." Elisa is going to asked about getting my period. At that point I thought, I should really stop eavesdropping and went to my room and got ready .Since I didn't washed my hair I decided to leave my hair down today, I laid out my outfit for today, which was; dark blue jeans, a red shirt with Marvel characters on them, and my converse. The second I was dressed I heard a knock.