I'm so sorry

Chapter 2

Steves POV

I didn't know why Clint said Natasha sleeps with Bruce but made me kind of jealous. Do I feel something for her? Does she feel something for me? This questions don't leave my head they're  oppressing me. I had to free my head that's why I joined Tony chopping wood. Ready with chopping wood I walked in. I saw Natasha and Bruce. Bruce ? She stood in front of him barely kissing him. I didn't know what to say. My heart was aching so much. I couldn't see it I couldn't stand it to see it. I sneaked up my room to not interrupt they romantical moment. (Sarcastically). "Steve!" I heard somebody shouting a woman's voice I hope that was Laura. "Steve, wait!" I turned around and saw Natasha.

"Oh Natasha, congratulations I'm so happy for you" I tried to lie.

"Oh this was nothing, we doesn't kiss so nothing happend"

I left her on the stairs and walked to my room. I took my block out my pocket I drawed in it when I was sad or angry in this moment I was sad but more angry. After the dinner we gathered at the computer. Romanoff wanted to make plans for tomorrow and show us some informations. I stood as the only one not in the group but leaned at the doorway.
I was starring on Natasha. Sometimes she looked back then she quickly turned her eyes from me. I walked out to catch a breath. I sat on a big timber and closed my eyes. Somebody sat down next to me. I opened my eyes. God no Natasha again.

She placed her hand on my shoulder.

"I thought you have a boyfriend that turns green when he is angry?"

"Bruce isnt my boyfriend.

She took her hand away and looked directly in my eyes.

"I saw you standing there with Bruce."

"That meant nothing" she said with a sharp tone.

Suddenly she pressed her lips on my. She removed them because I didn't reply the kiss.

"I'm sorry" she turned away and walked in.

God, why do I have to hurt her she doesn't deserves it.