I know Seremedy split up, but since this is still in like... 2010... I will keep on writing! ^^
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Seike woke up really early. He glanced over at the digital clock on the little table next to him. 04:00. Fuck. He just looked up, at the ceiling.
"Yohio will die if it keeps on going like this. It's all my fault.", he thought. Really, he didn't have anything to do with how Yohio felt mentally, but he felt really guilty. He punched himself in his forehead until his knuckles hurt, and started to cry quietly.
Fuck.
His wrists reminded him of his past mistakes. "Everything is my fault. It's my fault Yohio has an eating disorder. That's a mistake, right?", he wispered.
He knew he had hidden the razor blades from when he tried to kill himself in his phonecase. He opened it up, and it felt like the small silvercolored rectangles were looking at him, begging him to use them.
Seike picked one of them up, but he doubted. He looked at it for about five minutes, then he put it against his wrist. He let it be there for a while, then he dragged it with strengh to the right. The gap in his arm let out blood, which dripped down the floor. He did it again. And again. And again.
Half an hour later, his whole arm was covered in deep wounds. Small black dots danced in his sight, and he fainted.
Yohio heard something from Seike's room, and woke up. He put on his Super Lovers-shirt and a pair of PJs, and slowly opened his door, walked out, and closed it again. He opened the door to Seike's hotel room, which was right next to his.
Seike was lying (laying? idk) on the floor, and Yohio started crying as he saw his wounds. He went to see if he could wake Seike up, but he didn't open his eyes. Yohio put his head against his chest. His heart was still beating, but very slow. In panic, he ran into the bathroom, took one of the towels and wrapped it around Seike's wounded arm.
Yohio ran to Tommy's room, and he couldn't stop crying.
"Dad! Wake up!" he shouted to his father. Tommy groaned at first, but when he saw what the time was he knew somthing was up.
"Just go to Seike's room! We have to get him to the hospital! I'll go wake the other guys!". Before Tommy could say anything, Yohio had already woke the others.
They ran in panic to Seike's room, Tommy sat next to him, talking to someone at the hospital.
"No! Why did he do this?", cried Ray.
"I don't know...", Yohio answered - trying to hide his tears.
They heard sirens outside. People rushed into the room, lifting up Seike. They took him to an ambulance, and Yohio got to sit in there with him. Tommy understood he was heartbroken, so the others took the car.
Seike was still motionless in the ambulance, and Yohio cried silently.
