Sorry most of this has focus on Yohio and Seike :c And OMG I am halfway through writing this, and i forgot seike was supposed to be at the hospital... but uhm hes not. sorry, deal with it hehehe
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Yohio knew what he had to do. He knew he would fail a suicide attempt. "I could just run away. I could just sit in some forest and slowly starve. Because I can't die if I am fat, right? I have to be skinny, so I wont be remembered as the fat freak", he thought for himself as he sat up in his bed. 04:10. He looked down at his sickly thin body, which he saw as the fattest body on earth.
He stood up, and decided to run away. He got dressed. Black jeans with a skull on both knees (AKA the Our Story-jeans), a white t-shirt and his black jacket.
He didn't bring his phone, so they couldn't look for him. His heart was beating faster and faster (omg My Murderous Urge), did he dare to do this? Yes, he had to. For Seike. So he wouldn't feel guilty.
Slowly, he opened his door. He didn't want anyone to hear him disappear. He took the stairs down to the lounge (??? did i spell that right) and walked outside. He looked around.
He started walking on the sidewalk, and the light of the town was beautiful. He loved Tokyo, he really did. And he didn't want to leave it. But he had to, for Seike.
After a really, really long walk through the beautiful city, he reached a forest. He walked into it, and he was scared. And even though he had his jacket, he was cold.
"Calm down. This is what I wanted. No. I am not scared, not at all. Just a few weeks in here and I will be dead", he said, trying to comfort himself.
He sat down by a tree. He had changed his mind, but he couldn't go back now. Yohio closed his eyes and fell asleep after a long hour.
~ At the hotel ~
The time was 09:00. Seike woke up, and decided to go downstairs to have breakfast. He looked himself in the mirror. He had a bandage along his left arm. He put on a jumper, so he would cover it up a bit more.
He walked down, and saw the others sit by one of the tables. Except Yohio.
"Where is Yohio? Still asleep?", he asked. Tommy nodded.
"I guess so, I think he had a hard time sleeping yesterday because of... well... yeah.
Seike sat down, and they all had breakfast, and they talked a bit. But it was really tense, because of what happened the other day.
They sat there for quite a while and before they knew, the time was 12:00. Seike felt something worrying in his stomach.
"I'll go see if Yohio is up", he said and ran up the stairs.
He knocked on Yohio's door. No answer. He walked inside. No Yohio. Seike noticed that his shoes and his jacket was gone. He started to panic.
"Shit!", he shouted. He went to his room, put on his shoes and ran downstairs again. The others tried to talk to him, but he ran outside. Panic. Panic. Panic. Where is Yohio?
The thoughts were running through Seike's mind, as he started crying. The tears felt cold against his cheeks, as he ran as fast as he could through the city.
He had no idea where Yohio was, or if he was even alive.
~ In the forest ~
Yohio was sitting by the tree. He had no plans on moving from that tree either. He was going to sit there, starve and die. He was so sad, but he couldn't cry. No tears came out. He tried so hard, but it was like he was emptied from water. So it was like a scream.
Suddenly, he heard silent cries. "Please come back", he could hear a voice screaming into nowhere far away. It was Seike. Shit.
He started running, and after a while he could hear Seike running after him.
"Yohio!", Seike screamed, as he ran faster and faster. Yohio didn't answer, he tried to run away, and he was panting. After running for very long, he felt a hard grip hugging him from behind.
"Yohio, I am so glad you're not dead", he could hear Seike saying behind his tears.
"Let go of me", Yohio said.
"No. Why did you run away?". Seike let go of him, and as soon as he did that, Yohio fell to the ground. He didn't faint, but his legs were so weak.
Seike sat down and placed Yohio's head in his lap.
"I thought that... what I understood, you felt guilty for my mental illness, so i decided to run away, so you wouldn't have to deal with that anymore", Yohio said. Seike started crying.
"No. No, never. Without you I would die. I have gotten so close to you, and even though I feel guilty, I NEED you". Yohio looked up on Seike. He sat up, and wiped Seike's tears.
"I need you too. You are not guilty for how I feel either. I promise".
Yohio sat infront of Seike, and hugged him tightly. Seike buried his head into Yohio's shoulder.
"I'm so glad I found you, I really am. Sorry for everything", he cried.
Yohio let go of Seike, and pulled up one of the arms of Seike's jumper. He looked at the bandage, and started crying.
"I am so sorry for hurting you. It's all my fault", he said. Seike shook his head.
"No, it's not your fault", he comforted Yohio.
They hugged for a while, and then they decided to go to the hotel.
When they reached the hotel, Tommy was talking to someone on the phone.
"... No wait, they're here again. Yeah, it's okay", and he hung up the phone. He ran to hug both Yohio and Seike, and so did Ray, Jenziih and Linder.
Yohio explained everything, and it felt better. He decided to go get some sleep, aswell.
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Okay, so this chapter was really bad, SORRYYYYYY. I think I will write more tomorrow, so stay tuned ^^ And by the way, I am making a cover for this fanfiction aswell ^^
