Hurt

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Just got another idea. Enjoy!!

(Y/N's POV)
"Okay, okay.I'm sorry justin"I whisper softly, don't want to make the situation getting worse."Don't Said It When You Don't Even Close To Mean It!"he shout and look at me with anger before throw himself on the couch. We having yet, another heat argument. All of this start when I saw a picture of him and selena at the hotel's swimming pools. I just ask him nicely but with some weird reason, he start yelled to offended  himself. I asked him that 'cause I'm curious about it, there so many rumors about 'Jelena is back' or 'cheating bieber' on the news.

I want to believe him that nothing is going on, I really do. But it's to hard to do it when he rarely even home. He went early every morning in such hurry to studio make no chance for me to ask and then,came home really late at night and too tired or sleepy to talk. I just can't think straight, he's not even seems cares to me anymore. And it's hurt me .

"I just got curious justin, I ask you because I care of you.I want to know what happened?!, is that true?, is it?!, that's why you getting mad me?"I nearly shout and cry because all of the weight in my chest.

"T-Then what i-if it's true?"he get up and stands in front of me,his alcoholic smelled breath hit my face. with his finger point to my face, he say"What if the rumors are true?!, What if it is?!"he continues, make my heart crack inside."s-so it is ?"I ask lowly, want to know the truth but afraid of the answer is."Yes, I cheated on you (y/n), and Yes, I cheated with Selena"he says clearly, not even felt sorry for it. I stay silent, quite, mute or anything means that point.

"Now you know the truth, what are you going to do with it? "He challenges."I-I-I'll,-" I croak, can't get the words out. Too hurt to speak "See, you can do nothing babe, you know why?" He carres my checks tenderly, before grab it harshly." Because you need me, you love me so much, that you're not gonna leave me,"he smirks mockingly.

"Beside, you need my money to support you. You have no one,I just literally your money supplier, but I don't mind though. Money is easy to gain for me, it's as easy as to gain your dirty pussy. With a few of 'I Love You's I got what I want" he smirks at the last part.

What? Is he just said that.but I thought he loves me, who's mouth is that words came from? I don't know, but it couldn't be justin's. He loves me, he always say it, and I believe him.Usually, the words that comming from his mouth is those words that full of pure love and sweet things. His words really did can made tears poured from my eyes, but that because how sweet and care is that,but this time, it's hurting and painful words.

"What do you mean?"I say,want to know what is he thinking. "Oh, don't play dumb.every one know this. Don't act like you don't know what I mean. Everybody know that you're a slut" , as soon as his words flew from his mouth, tears silently pouring to my face.

In the blink of eyes, I found my self raise my hand to slap him, but before my palm meet his cheek, his hand grip mine tightly to stop me .I try to release my wrist from his grip, but he way to strong. " oh, oh, oh, wrong action (y/n)"his lips smirking, but his eyes full of anger.scared of what gonna happens, I try wiggling my hand more to free it.

"Let gooo of mee!"I shout but he doesn't seems care, he even grips my wrist tighter, making me whince in pain, he then said ."you know you can't win over me. so quite moving and listen! ".I stop move so he start his speech that full of mean and hurtful words.

"now listen, what I've been said is the truth, you can try to deny it, but It will never change anything. You should glad I drag you out of that strip club  that night,"he finally releases my hand." I remember that night as if it was yesterday (y/n).I remember how you danced on the lap of a horny, fat, man just to got some fucking money," I put my both hands over my ears,keep shaking my head, and close my eyes tight with tears pouring as he stuffing those bad past." Do you remember that too? You were a slut back then and for me, you still are.".

I'm HURT

I stood still there, listening every words he said with eyes close. How could he?. I thought he was the one for me ."No, no you don't mean it, you love me, justin, you always says it, and I-I can feel it. You love me, I love you, and we love us." ,I open my eyes and look at his reactions even though I can't see much,tears blurring my vision."Do you really bought it? Damn, I'm a good actor than.", he chuckle loudly, almost rolling to the floor because he laugh so hard.

"My dear (y/n), I never loved you.Never. Do you really think I'll love you,?when I have billions of girl on my feet.haha.that's funny, really funny!"he chuckle again. Almost fall straight on his face. All I want to do right now is kill him. He lied to me, betrayed my trust, cheating on me and for make it complete, he doesn't even feel sorry for it. But in the other hand, I know I can't do it .I love him, no matter what, he always will be my love . Without he notices,  I give him all my heart, and without I notice he break it.but it's okay. All of this things, make me see the right way, the beautiful and painless way for me to go.

"Thanks justin", I whisper and wiping my tears. "It's fine.if you need mon-ney,comeee to meeeh th-"is all he manage to say before falling to the couch, sleeping. "I Love You Justin" I kiss his lips for the last time before walk towards the door. Somehow, I think I heard him mumbling'I Love You Too (y/n)' before I walk out from his house. And maybe his life also.
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Again, sorry if there's some grammatical eror.
There's gonna be the second part of this.so, just wait.

♥Love, Lova.

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