Hurt (Part 2)

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So, here we go.....

(Y/N's POV)

I take one more look of his house. I just want to forget, but the bad thing is, I start remembering things that he used to said, the first time he show me this house to me 2 years ago....

Flashback

"Justin, where are we?", I try to peek from the blindfold, but he hold it tight on my eyes."no (y/n) ,don't peek! I swear if you do I'l-"He said laughing before I cut his words."what? What are you gonna do?"I grin."I'll...No more kiss for you in month",he threat me." Oh, really justin. Fine than, lets just see, who's gonna beg for my kisses than. Now open this"."okay, okay, you win. Now you can open this"he order, so I open it and see....a big and nice looks house in front of me.Wow!.

"Babe, who's house is this? "I ask,"ours (y/n) , ours,"he wrap his hand around my waist from behind and rest his chin on my shoulder, his hot breath hit my neck." Here's where we start our journey, our life, our family. Just look,a few years later, this house gonna fills with our childrens laughsnd giggles, and I can't wait for that moment to comes."

He finish,then suddenly turn around my body to face me and look through my eyes." Babe, is it not good enough? ,is this house too small?, or do you don't want to start a family with me?" He feed me those questions, make me confuse." Why you even asking? Justin, I'm not saying anything yet", I say, clearly have no idea of his action.

"Yo-You cried", He say, wipes the unnoticed fallen tears from my eyes."uh ... it's just,,..it's beautiful.You are beautiful Justin. Everything you've done, is just so sweet. And I love you more for it.", Isay then kiss his lips sweetly, he start kissing back. His arms sneaks around my waist, pull me closer to his body,"Uh, I Love You So Much, (y/n)."he groan between kisses."I Love You So Much too, Justin."I whisper back. there's no place of lust in our kiss, love, only love .....

End of Flashback

Tears pouring as I remember those beautiful memories, smile appear on my face but soon fade as his words repeating over and over

you were a slut back then, and for me, you still are

You were slut....

You still are ......

You...are...slut...for...me...

I start walking, even don't know where should I go I keep walking and walking. The sky is beautiful, the start are everywhere. I and justin used to admired the night sky sometimes, just lay on a blanket with my head on his chest, his heart beat is music to my ears.he always says 'it only beating for you' and I trust it, if I only know that all 3 years are such a bunches of bullshit.

After a few minutes walk, I found my self stand in front of a grave yard .my mom's, I came here sometimes, it is look creepy, I mean it's past midnight already. My mom's grave is the place I Love to come, even before I met with justin. Though,we have been here few times together. "Mom, he doesn't even loved me ."I start talking, even no one ever answer. I keep talk, about everything, somehow I get a little better, even a little. "Bye mom, I'll come here again soon, or maybe I'm gonna meet you soon."I say then go walk out as I wipes the tears.when I go out from the grave yard.

flashes every where, then the noises start."(y/n)!! What r u doing?!"."(y/n)!! Where's justin? "."you're alone, why are you here"."is he dumps you or something", that's hurt. "Why you walk in the middle of the night all alone?, back slutting around like years ago"they're all laughing. "He doesn't gives you money anymore huh?"this fat, papz grab my elbow to stop me keep walking.

"Come with me,I'll pay you"he whisper on my ears,"I'm not a slut"I try to stand for myself, but all of them erupt a loud laughing. "I'm Not, the reason I stay with Justin is I Love Him,I don't care you believe it or not. I'm not gonna change my words,I loved him and always will.no matters how mean he i-is, how hurt h-his words is, no matter what he did to me, I will always loving him.always"my tears falling, as I remembering him."but the question is, is he loves you back? "Another younger man ask me, suddenly everyone being silent, want to heard my answer. "I'm not sure, "I whisper lowly,the ground suddenly become interesting.

"But why are you stay with him, when you're not sure what he is feeling for you?"the same man ask again."that's hurt things about love, you can't stop loving someone you love even when you try to ."I look him in the eyes, show him the hurt and pain that I have.

"Uh, come on guys. We've got enough, leave this girl alone"he told all of them.finally they're gone, left me all alone again.

Somehow I found my self stand in front of fredo's house(justin's friend), hoping he is still wake up.fredo is busy man, he loves to work hard, even until midnight. Fredo is justin friends and mine too. I come here because he's so kind and funny, beside I have nowhere to go. My Mom is passed away, and for my Dad, I don't even know how he looks like. My mom was sick, some heart problem, that's also the reason I end up in that strip club, I do anything before did that, work in diner, baby sitting some kids, but that's not enough to save my mother's life.my mom didn't even know I working on that strip club, I didn't tell her.but even after I being a dancer, it's still didn't enough.my mom passed 2 months after that . But I still worked there anyway, to keep me alive.

I ring the door bell twice, and wait.I hear cursing from inside then the door open showing a mad fredo's face.but the seconds he saw my face, his face soften.

"(y/n)? Come in? Why are you here? Where's jus..."he try to look behind me, but see no one he close his mouth and say "come in "I just nod.

He lead me to sit on couch, and so does he."what happened?"he ask caring. "Do I woke you up ?"I say, try to change the topic."(y/n), no you don't,now tell me what happened", he takes my hand and rubs it slowly.

"H-He c-cheats an-" i cry,before I finish my words,he hold my wrist to pull me closer and hold me, but the pain make me whince.so he take a looks on my wrist and his eyes widens. "(Y/n), h-he didn't does this, right? "He ask, I can't say anything, I just keep crying more."(y/n), cheats is one things, but abuse is the whole other world.ya know it right?"he ask as caressing my cheeks.

"I know fredo, thank you for your care"I wipe my tears, and force a smile. "You're welcome. Anything for you (y/n)."he say and pulling me to his embrace.

"Can I stay here tonight? "I ask, not let go of fredo's hugs."of course, anything for my sister"he say nicely.Justin always talk to me with that tone and don't forget to throw pet name here and there. But including his words before, I just need to forget it.

"uh, you have cuddly body, I just can hold you all day,"fredo says, finally let me go.I just smile.after, just sitting there for a while. I decide start a new conversation, that also the question I really want to ask so bad." Is it true?"I ask lowly, fredo heard but don't quite understood of my words."Yeah, your body is just tiny and you smell goo-"."That's Not what I mean,"I say as look directly at his eyes."I-I'm s-sorry (y/n).I told him, I told him that was wrong.but being the dick that justin is, he won't listen.I'm sorry (y/n), I should've tried harder, and, and...." fredo apologies for something that wasn't even his fault."No Fredo, it's okay, if he even ever love me, he will never ever think to do this ."I say sadly."ohh, baby girl. Let's just sleep, are we?"I just nod.

"Now take a nice rest and don't over thinking about everything that been happened, okay? "Alfredo reassure me . I just smile a little and nod."So, late good night, (y/n)"."good night fredo, sorry for bothering you",I feel sorry."No problem", Fredo says before get in to his own bedroom at the end of the hall.So, I'm gonna stay in his guest room tonight. Okay then.

~ few hours later~

"No!!!!"

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Cliffhanger, Sorry. I'm just tired. Actually I don't know how much part will be this imagines will takes, it's just flew with the wind, I guess,

~Love, Lova.

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