big and bad / c.d

chapter 28:

a/n ; welcome back! thanks for 100k reads, enjoy x
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kaylee and her new friends entered the mall, with smiles on their faces and stacks of money in their purses.

"kay, where do you wanna go first? there's forever 21." crystal said while unlinking her hands from desi and kaylee.

"um yeah let's go"

kaylee bought clothes, hats, shoes, everything a teenage girl could dream of getting. they all bonded and kaylee thought to herself 'maybe they really aren't so dangerous'

they cracked jokes and many inappropriate comments, (thanks to desi).
then had a little ice cream break after the hours of shopping.

"i don't mean to sound rude but how did you end up in a gang, if you know, you were really smart and all" kaylee asked crystal, while taking a lick from her ice cream.

crystal sighed and thought about why she ended up here, with prefect grades she could have been a successful doctor like she wanted to.

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"move it loser"

crystal was so used to that word so she didn't even feel the need to respond anything else but

"sorry"

she was a normal girl, but smarter than her average classmate . she skipped a grade so her peers were a year older than her. she was so happy to come to this school, she thought that maybe the people would find her cool because she skipped a grade.

she remembers getting up the first day of her junior year so happy. she put on her blue jeans and her nice pink sweater, her mother had gotten her prior to the day and a pair of white converse.

she wasn't an ugly girl, she was beautiful at least that's what her mother told her everyday as crystal put on her glasses.

so when crystal walked in that first day, a smile bigger than anyone could have ever seen, you would have thought her confidence was high as the sky. which it was, until she heard it for the first time.

"loser"

it hit her, but not even the word itself, just that the person tripped her as she spilled her books all over the place. the upperclassmen laughed as she tried to gather her books together so she can find a bathroom and hide until first period.

that was the first day of her junior year. but this didn't stop. the taunting, the bullying, everyday she would just look forward to eating lunch with the guidance counselor mrs. wenstin because that was her only friend.

then one day, she'll never forget when she went down to tie her shoe (she made sure the hallway was empty because she didn't want to be pushed over again) and her books where kicked out of her hand.

she looked up to see a girl.

"sorry" crystal whispered not making eye contact, as she waited for the first punch or grab to be made.

"why are you apologizing? i knocked your stuff over" the girl asked confused.

crystal didn't respond she was afraid what would happen.

"get up" the girl demanded, then held out a hand for crystal to take.

crystal slowly grabbed her hand as the girl helped her up.

"thank you" crystal mumbled.

"you can't keep letting people push you around." the girl said.

"i don't have a choice, they'll do whatever they want. i'm just a loser"

"if YOU think YOU'RE a loser than you are one. if they make fun of you, get them to stop. if they call you a loser get them to stop. it's up to you."

crystal understood what the girl said but didn't quite get how she could get her bullies to stop.

"you don't have to be a loser.you can be a winner. just think about it" the girl said as she picked up crystal's books and gave them back.

then she turned away and started walking.

"wait!" crystal called out.

the girl turned around.

"i never got your name!"

"you can call me desi"

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"i just wanted to be in one, for the fun" crystal answered kaylee.

kaylee nodded and went back to her ice cream as crystal and desi eyed each other.

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meanwhile cameron and his gang were slowly breaking down. after losing kaylee and his child he really hasn't been the same.

so he gave daisy the position of the leader. of course she was happy to take it right away.

the gang wasn't functioning right, other gangs were starting problems because drugs weren't getting sold and things weren't getting handled.

daisy of course tried to get everything under control but with dealing with cameron and now dillon it's rough.

daisy and dillon have been in bed in and out with each other but both are to stubborn to admit their feelings again.

"EVERYBODY DOWN HERE NOW" daisy called from the living room.

as people began to pile in and she heard a couple of things

"this gang is not gonna last"

"cameron is a wreck"

"i wonder what's for dinner"
'matt' she mumbled under her breath.

"everybody have a seat" she pointed to the couches .

"where's cameron"

"here" cameron announced.

"okay this gang is going under, we are starting problems and losing money this needs to change. cameron we are all pissed at kaylee and the fact that she left but we all need to wake up"

"it's not her fault!" cameron snapped

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME CAMERON, SHE LEFT! IT WAS HER DECISION YOU SAW WHAT HAPPENED. SHE SHOT YOU FOR FUCKS SAKE." daisy yelled.

"FUCK OFF DAISY" he retorted back.

"CAMERON GET OVER HER! WE ARE ALL GOING TO END UP DEAD BECAUSE YOUVE BEEN SULKING IN YOUR ROOM. DO YOU REALIZE HOW MANY PEOPLE WANT US DEAD?"

"i honestly don't feel like talking to you" cameron said rubbing his temples.

"cameron wake up and see what's going on man" nash jumps in.

"shut up just both of you shut up!" cameron jumps in.

"WE NEED TO KILL CARTER AND HIS GANG CAM , IF KAYLEE GETS IN THE WAY THEN I AM SORRY BUT SHE HAS TO GO TOO" nash screams.

cameron thinks it over for a brief second.

"fine, it is what it is"

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