"You know I love you, right?" those were supposed to be sweet words, but the way he questioned it...didn't seem as if he meant it. "I-yeah, of course I do Derek. I love you too." I smiled. I meant it 100%.
"Obviously not...you couldn't save me fast enough." He crossed his arms. My heart fell into the pit of my stomach as I choked out the word.
"W-what?" Derek rolled his eyes. "Your best friend, his boyfriend, me, we all died because you took your sweet time finding us. In fact, it's your fault we're all in this mess. If you hadn't walked out on me during our argument I wouldn't have had to kill people." Derek was circuling me, like a Hunter would circle it's prey.
Why was he doing this to me? "I-it's not my fault. Derek I-" "It's all your fault. We died all because of you." I felt weak, completely weak, like he was going to eat me up with those mean words. Except... I knew it was all fake. My sourwolf would never say that.
"This isn't real." I shut my eyes. "This is all a dream. I love Derek and he loves me, this is all bullshit!" I screamed to myself, till I woke myself up.
It was all a lie. Derek loves me. It's not my fault. Just another bad dream...But it's always the same.
Derek doesn't love me.
He's dead.
And it's all my fault. Everything's my fault. I killed all my friends.
"Stiles? Are you okay?" He looked down at me. It's been a week since Derek, Scott and Isaac left the hospital. And although I loved having Derek hold me and shower me in kisses again...my nightmares only got worse. Everything seemed more vivid, it felt that way too.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I lied, resting my head on Derek's chest. I liked to hear his heartbeat, it was this steady, calm beat that put me to sleep. "You had that nightmare again, didn't you?" He asked. I nodded shyly, it was kinda cool how he could read my mind like this. It wade this easier.
He sighed. "How many times do I have to say It, Stiles? I love you and even if I didn't I'm practically stuck with you, so quit bothering me and go to bed." Derek ordered. I chuckled. "Goodnight Der, I love you." I whispered.
"M' sure you do." He kissed my head. Cocky bastard! "I change my mind I hate you, sourwolf!" I burried myself under my blanket. "I love you too." I knew he was smiling.
I believed him, I truly did. I just hoped dream Derek would say the same thing or even better... That he'd disappear completely.
A/N: I decided to update before school tomorrow since, my week is W.A.Y too hectic. All of my teachers hate me...am I that awfully annoying? Anyway, the new Larry fic I'm starting is probably gonna be up too, I'm sorry I'm Larry asf...It's honestly an issue! G'NIGHT, I HOPE YOU ALL DREAM OF YOUR FAVORITE THINGS IN THE WORLD! XOXOXO~ J
