I'm not your fan christofer drew (Love story)

What was I thinking,?

~CHRIS POV~

I woke up to Natalie, smiling up at me with her eyes shut. I smiled, She made me happy. I just wished I knew how she felt about me. She's like one of those people, you can't read if you know what I mean. 

I always, wanted to just ask, how she felt about me..but I wasn't sure If I should. Suddenly, she woke, and she looked up at me with those big blue eys, I couldn't help but smile. 

Natalie then smiled, hopped up and went to brush her teeth and take a shower and all that. While she was busy with that, I was writing a song. It was basically my feelings for her. I don't think i would ever tell her so, I wrote a song. I guess that's what I do though. Then, she came out the back room, and I put the lyrics, and guitar up. 

~NATALIE POV~

After my shower, and all, I walked back in the room to see chris smile at me. He then spoke "Goodmorning, Love"  I looked at hime and rolled my eyes, and smiled "Morning," I then asked, "Could, we go somewhere, like the park?  He smiled, "Yeah, sure hold on let me grab my jacket" As he was grabbing his jacket, a little paper fell from behind him as he was walking. I picked it up, folded it and put it in my back pocket. We then left. We were walking over to the swings and suddenly his hand was holding mines. I smiled at him, why did he look so nervous. 

~CHRIS POV~

I had to admitt, when I was holding her hand, I was nervous. She made me smile, it was just unbearable. We walked over to the swings sat down, and started talking. she was looking over at me making fun faces, I laughed. She then got up stood in front of my swing, and just stared at me, then she said "You dropped something, earlier." And she reached into her back pocket and pulled the poem, out of her pocket. 

~NATALIES POV~ 

I finally realized I did like him..a lot more, then I thought I did. Everytime, he smiled Sparks flew through my mind, it was amazing. I mean, you being around this dork, twenty-four seven. I then forgot about the paper in my backpocket, and went and pulled it out. He instantly looked at my hand when I slid it to him. He asked "Did you open it?" He looked worried, I smiled "Of course not, it's yours" He look concernd, "So you're telling me, the entire time you had it, you never peeked or anything?" I laughed, "Nope, but do you want to tell me what It reads?" He looked down at it and back at me and slid it to me He smiled "You can read it for yourself" I then thougt, what was I thinking, I should have just left the note on the floor, but I opened it and started reading:

THE POEM, OR SONG <3 

You make me want to lay in the grass

Just lay there while the time continues to pass

Lay there with the sun on my face

And know I'm in my place

When I hear your voice I close my eyes and smile

Cause I know that you’ll be with me for a while

I turn and look at you

And I know that you see me like I see you

There's something in the way you look at me

You see something that I can not see

I want to lay with your arms around me

Oh why can you be here with me.........

When I finished, reading it, I looked up to only realize he looked even more nervous than before. I asked "Are you ok?" He faked a smile "yeah I'm fine doll face," He then took the poem out of my hand and asked, "What did you think?" I smiled "I..I..I loved it, It was amazingly perfect" He smiled, But then I asked "Who is the poem about" His eyes grew huge, and he asked "Do you, honestly want to know who it's about?" I looked worried "Umm..Sure," He smiled, and then took a minute, for him to talk again, and when he did speak he said:

"Natalie, the poem is about you, the entire thing, I love the way you smile, you make me a better person, you're always there for me, whether it's harsh or not. I wake up to seeing your beautiful face, almost everyday now, and everyday, everyday...My feelings for you grow, i just didn't know how to tell you.." 

I was out of it, I was speechless, my face was..Priceless, I didn't know what to say, I didn't know what to think, was this him asking me out? or was this him just confessing his love for me? I didn't know which one but either, way I got up off my swing, and pressed my lips into his.

When I kissed, him this time. Everything, I mean Everything seemed so different. In my mind, Fireworks and the whole corny setup was going on. I mean just think, from going from hating someone so much to liking someone this much, it was nearly impossible. When we pulled away from each other, he had literally the biggest smile on his face. I laughed, and hugged him. We left and went into the car. He was holding my hand while he was driving, I liked that a lot.  Well instead of going back to the tour bus, we went to the hotel instead. When we got to my room, I unlocked the door, and set my things down and invited him in. He smiled, "Nice place" I laughed, "I guess, it kinda unclean though" I smiled and sat down on my bed. 

I then texted izzy, the whole thing izzy replied with 

Izzy<3: OMG!!!!!!!!, OMG YOU TWO ARE SOO CUTTEEEEEEEEE <3

I laughed, when I read it but then I felt something, over my shoulder, it was chris. 

He started kissing, my neck and I couldn't help myself, I wanted him more than ever now. He turned me around facing him, and pushed his lips into mines, this time deepening the kiss. I pushed him into the bed, and he fell back, I got on top of him, and started kissing him again. He was tugging on the helm of my shirt, I laughed, and tugged on his. He took his shirt off, and kissed me again, I smiled. We were then interrupted, when my phone rang, it was izzy calling I walked over and answerd the phone. 

Izzy: so yeah, are you still coming to get me?

Me: Yeah of course, why?

Izzy: Oh nothing, I just wanted to assure myself.

Me: Haha, Yeah.

With that she hung up, when I looked back over at chris he was putting his shirt on. He smiled, at me and then asked, did I have anything to eat here. I looked at him and said "You have two feet, use them and walk into that little ass kitchen over there," He laughed, "Alright, Alright.." He walked over kiss my cheek and went out of the room, to the kitchen. 

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ALRIGHT, BYE LOSERS, 

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