Stomach Tied In Knots,

Middle Fingers Up, If You Don't Give A Fuck!

Kennedy’s P.O.V;

I heard a slight groan come from Alexia’s bed, and lifted my head from my hands to see that she was awake, but only just.

“Uggh, why am I in so much fucking pain, and where am I?” Was all I heard from her. She started to go on about Kayden, and how much she loved him, and then started crying.

“Kennedy?” Alexia called my name, so I jumped up from my seat and walked over to her, squeezing her hand in sympathy.

“We broke up, didn’t we? What did he do?” What was I supposed to tell her? Oh, he went and fucked some chick in the toilet, after telling you he was in detention.

“Let’s just leave it for now babe, we will talk about it later. You just need to focus on getting better okay?” I whispered, dreading the day I had to explain everything.

“Where is Indi?”

“She is outside. She has been collecting all of your homework for you, and she has done all of your work at school. She misses you a lot Alexia”

“What do you mean she misses me? How long have I been out?” She asked, with a glint of worry in her eyes.

“3 months” I answered, sort of down.

“WHAT THE FUCK? All from fainting at the sight of blood?”

“No Alexia, not because of that. On the way to the Hospital, a drunken idiot ran a red light, slamming into your side of the car. You whacked your head. You broke 6 ribs, your leg, your arm, and you cracked your skull. That is why you have been out for so long.” I countered, tears brimming my eyes.

I watched her face, looking for any signs of emotion.

“Has Kayden tried to visit?” She grilled me.

“Every day babe, but I never let him in, knowing that you would just yell and scream at him anyways.” I replied, hesitation clear in my voice.

“Thank you Kennedy. It means a lot to have an amazing best friend like you.”

My heart started to swell, and that is when it hit me.

My heart started to swell, and that is when it hit me. 

Did I love my best friend?

I looked at her and groaned internally, should I tell her? I mean....

Fuck it

"Alexia...can I tell you something?" I asked.

"Sure, go ahead." She smiled.

Just before I could get the words out a knock on the door interrupted us.

~Kayden's POV~

I couldn't stand not seeing Alexia, I missed her so much, and to not know whether she was okay or not made the feeling even worse.

Of course every time I tried to ask any of her friends, including Kennedy, all they did was ignore me. Glaring at me because of what happened.

I felt like the most terrible person in the world.

After debating for almost half an hour about going to the hospital to attempt to see Alexia again, I finally decided I would.

Though my constant attempts to try and see her failed because her friends were always by her side, it couldn't hurt to try again right?

I entered the hospital, telling the nurse at the front desk that I knew where I was going, and went towards her room. I knocked on the door softly and I saw Kennedy turn around.

Damn, why did it have to be him that was with her?

He frowned at me and touched Alexia's hand before coming towards the door. He came out, closing the door behind him.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, his arms crossed across his chest.

"I came here to see if Alexia was okay." I said, crossing my own arms.

"I don't think that's best right now."

"Why? Listen I'm sorry for what I did, it was a huge mistake. But you should at least let me see my girlfriend-"

"She's not your girlfriend." He growled.

"We never broke it off..." I trailed off.

His frown just deepened,

"Listen, please just let me see her. I'm really worried about her." I said, practically pleading for him to let me see her.

"Why should I? Her seeing you will only make her angry." He said, leaning against the wall.

"You've been keeping me away from her the hole time she's been in the hospital Kennedy! You didn't even have the decency to tell me if she was okay! You aren't her personal body guard Kennedy, and you aren't her boyfriend." I growled.

He just glared at me before pushing me to the wall.

"I'm her friend, and I'm trying to protect her. Now go away before I do something I regret to you." He growled before going into the hospital room and closing the door. Closing the shades.

I sighed sliding to the floor and holding my head in my hands.

It was a mistake, why can't they understand that?