The Way Out

A new life

Chapter 2.

4 years later..

I awake to blinding light coming from the windows. Damn I was tired.. 6 clients last night, Josh was working me hard. I look over and see him sleeping peacefully next to me. Yeah, I sleep with the person who makes me sell my body for money. I guess you develop feelings after a while. I'm also in love with what he gives me to make me happy.. I'm addicted to meth. Even though I've always told myself I would never do drugs like the person who raped me, I couldn't help it. Might as well use if I'm offered. Josh said I'm one of his best. Obviously another reason why we spend the most time together out of his other prostitutes. I'm "special" he says. Yeah, doesn't stop him from beating me and letting guys sleep with me for money.

I hate doing this. But I'm to blame. I'ts my fault for going with Josh in the first place. Sigh, all my thoughts always go to the one person I miss... Derek. I always think back to his smile, our lame movie nights, and all the times I spent dreaming of being with him. I probably will never see him again, and he'd probably never want to see me anyways. I mean I left without saying anything but don't talk to me again. He's probably very successful at this point. I mean we're both 20, and his dad owns a very successful company, The last i heard was his dad passed away, and he took over the family business. While I'm just here as a whore. Crazy how things can go so wrong.

As I collect my thoughts, I see Josh stirring in his sleep. He flutters his eyes, and see I'm awake. "Good, you're up. You need to start early today. What time is it?" He asks.

"9." I respond subtly.

"You have an hour to get ready, you have a client coming at 10." Josh responds getting up.

 "Come shoot up before you get ready, I can tell you're in need."

He's right unfortunately. I get up and make my way to the living room, Josh is already shooting up. He passes me the needle. Yeah, we share, Fuck it. I feel the needle pierce my skin and I'm in my whole new world. My happy world. The place where I can get away from the shit that is life.

"Alright, get up and shower. Don't keep this guy waiting. If you're late you know what happens." Josh says. Yeah I do, all too well. I get my ass beat. I get up and make my way to the bathroom. I turn on the hot water and get in. As the water runs down my body, I feel relaxed. I clean myself up and get out. Can't take too long. As I dry myself off, I look into the mirror. I look so different than the person I was four years ago. Yes, my appearance is the sort of the same, a little different, more "sexy" as Josh tells me, but the care i give for myself or anything is gone. I have no shine to my eyes anymore. Now all I see myself as is a slut. And that won't change.

Once I'm dry i rub lotion on my legs and arms. I put on a little makeup, mostly lip gloss, and put on a "sexy" outfit. Which is basically lingerie. Ugh. I hate doing this more and more every time. I sit on the bed and wait. Finally Josh brings up my client. The man looks to be in his mid 30's. I guess he's average in looks. Better than a lot of clients I have. As the guy comes in, Josh leaves and closes the door behind him.

The man makes his way towards the bed. "Wow, you're gorgeous." he says. All the guys say the same thing, I'm tired of it. "

Thank you." I respond sweetly. I've gotten complaints from clients that I was too rude. Let's just say I learned my lesson from Josh. I'll never be rude again after that.

"What's your name baby?" the man asks.

"Heather, what about you?" I say smiling.

"Keaton." he responds politely.

"Well Keaton," I say walking towards him. "How about we get to it?"

"Sure thing sexy." Keaton responds.

Blugh. I hate when they use names.

He pushes me on the bed and shoves his tongue down my throat, as he unzips his pants. After taking both of our clothes off, I feel him about to enter me. With no condom. Yeah, apparently to Josh it's up to the client if they want to use protection or not. As he pushes into me, I close my eyes waiting for it to be over. The feeling of being a whore comes back, and I just want this to end.

*Finally after forever, I update.(: