Whoa, I guess i'm starting in the middle here, the middle, not the end. I mean his death is the end of him, the end of us and the end of my promise to him but i'm still going to live on for several years yet. And I have to do what makes me happy.
"Whatever makes you happy Doll," thats what he said, thats what he always said. And then he'd swing his arm up over my shoulder and we'd both walk away with big happy smiles upon our faces. True smiles.
He had a thing about smiles, always going on about phony ones, phony people, phony places, phony smiles. He said the true ones were the best ones, the ones he liked the most and I believed him. But it turns out, the phony smiles get you further, he would have know after all, being who he was. Being Jonathon Miles, Teen Prodigy.
He always had that title after his name"'Teen Prodigy'. It was always Jonathon Miles: Teen Prodigy.
Jonothan Miles: Teen Prodigy and childhood bestfriend Lina Slim at University Opening
Teen Prodigy: Jonothan Miles and Lina Slim - to close for Mother Miles' comfort?
There was never anything going on between us, I mean I loved him - loved him with all my heart, sure I did but that was it, that was just us we loved each other and nothing more. No one ever believed us and Jon said it would be phony to pretend to be something we're not just to please the masses so we didn't. We weren't phoney people.
Thats why his mother always hated me - maybe. She hated the fact that I was so close to him, destroying the chance of him ever meeting the perfect girl but she also hated that I wouldn't influence Jon for her, make him give the papparazzi what they wanted. If the paps thought we were together it would dispell the rumours of him being gay - which he was.
His mother hated that too. Hated what would happen if it ever came out, hated what would happen to the family name. Jon being famous put her in the limelight and she wouldn't ever let anything destroy that. If something tried, Samantha Miles would be back with a vengeance. Painly put, Jon's mother was a bitch.
