the love that saved my life

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"Wake up"

I said as tears started coming down. I looked at my hands that had blood on them.

"HELP please anybody"

"Oh my god, please wake up mimah, MIMAH!"

"Jess honey wake up"

 I woke up I had tears in my eyes and I was sweating, I must have been dreaming about her again. This is the fifth day since she died and I can't have one good dream without her dying.

"Jessie are you goi... honey what happened"

"Nothing just her again...mom can I go to a friends house today"

"Yeah sure ....you know you don't have to go through this alone you can tell me anything, you know that right."

"Yeah" I hesitated. "I know but not right now when im ready"

"Okay" she said as she walked out the room

As I let out a breath that I didn't think I was holding, I got up went and to the bathroom did my morning routine , as I get back to my room I put on my clothes. I look at the clock it says 8:30 im late. I rush down stairs and out the door to my car.

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I rush inside the building and I run to my first class. the door creaks  and everyone is looking at me.

"Ms.Sanchez nice of you to join us "the teacher said

"Sorry I slept in" I said quietly

"its okay just go and take a seat." she said dryly

As I take my seat feel someone's eyes on me .I turn my head to the side and my best friend Bella and Kylee are looking at me. I turn my head back at the teacher quickly.

"Alright class I want everyone to write an essay about what you did this winter break and it has to be 500 words." the teacher said very happy like

I closed my eyes at that point. As the principle walked in to make an announcement.

"Class we have lost one of our students over the break and that was Jamimah Harrison" she said.

My eyes shot open when she said that. Oh my god this can't be happening I need to get out of here. Just to my surprise the bell just rung.i rush out of the classroom to the next class.

A few hours passed and now it is lunch well I know where ill be sitting in the court yard under the willow tree. As im walking over there I bump into someone.

"Oh my god im so sorry" I said.

"Hey watch where your go...Oh hey Jess I was looking for you can we talk." he said

"Sure andi"I said

Andreas is my best guy friend I've known him since preschool. But I have always had a crush on him.

We walk over to the bench under the willow tree. I look at andi he looks really sad.

"Andi are you okay" I said

"No are you okay" he said quietly

"No I lost my sister over break" I said with tears in my eyes

"Oh I didn't know how are you holding up?"

"Like im going to break any moment....sorry I didn't call I had to get myself together first an..."

"Hey its okay I know how you feel if you need anything just call me okay" he interrupted.

"Okay  ...Can I ask you something?"

"Sure"

"Can I spend the night at your house today?"

"Sure why aren't you going to your house"

"Cause I can still feel her there" I hesitated "I need to get away"

As the bell rung I said goodbye to Andreas and walked to my locker next was music finally a class I like.

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 I'm at Andreas house now eating pizza in his room watching a movie while Andreas is taking a shower. Andreas walks into the room with only a towel with his bare tanned chest out. Why does my best friend have to be so hot?

As Andreas turns around he notices that I was looking at him and I turn my head to the side quickly he smirks and walks over to me.

"Hey Jess"

"Yeah" I said while still looking at the movie.

"Can I ask you something important?" he asked right behind me

"Yeah" I hesitated "what is it"

I get down on you, get down on you blessed kisses waiting,

I get down on you, get on you... cold room wishes fading

Right into your roc...

"Sorry hold that question..."" hello?"

"Hey Jessie"

"Hey Bella"

"Where are you?"

"I'm at andi's house"

"Oh...call me later then"

"Okay"

"Bye"

"Bye"

"Hey sorry about that." I said

"It's okay" he said

"What were you going to ask me?"

"Oh yeah come here" he asked with a smirk

As I came towards him he garbs my arm and pulls me towards him and I fell on top of him.

"Andi what are you doing "I said

"Just wait "he said

All of sudden he flips us over so he can be on top. I look him in the eye and I see passion, trust and lust. He leans down and kisses me with the softest touch I feels like we are the only people in the world. But all moments have to come to an end.

Whoa-e oh-e oh oh

I wish we were older.

"Hello"

"Andreas where are you man we have practice." mike said

"crap man im so sorry um....tell coach I have family matters to take care of and ill be there tomorrow" andi lied.

"alright man see you later"mike said .

"k bye" andi said while he hung up his phone. He turned back to me with a sorry face.......

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