I don't know why? But for some reason I am sad, what is wrong with me? I feel that there is shadows are all round me, all wrapped around me, cannot breath, trying to gasp up for air, my heart has been raped so many times, leaving me me with nothing but shame, abused, hurt, depressed & pain, as I'm drowning in the deep dark sea, gasping for air, pale skin of coldness creeps in me, as the black rose that was in my hands now is floating then almost drowns in the water, each dead pebbles falls off the rose, 50,000 tears I have cried of pain, like a claw grabbed me & ripe out my heart, the worst part of it is, it was you that ripped out my heart & killed me, I'm dead on the inside, I feel nothing but pain, darkness, depressing, there is no love for me & never will be ever.
