Reunited | h.s

Chapter 17

(A few days later)

Hazel's pov.
"Harry," I pause, " we have to talk" I say as I sit at the kitchen table.

"About?" He asks.

"Well, about what has happened." I say.

"What do you mean? Every thing is fine between us now, right?" He says.

"We said our I love you's but it doesn't change the fact we had issues to workout." I say delicately.

"Uhm, okay." He says and sits at the table with me.

"Why did you punch Louis?" I ask calmly.

"Why do you even care?" He says angrily.

"He's my friend too." I say.

"Well you'll know when it's the time." He says

"Why can't you just tell me, I dont know what the big deal is!" I say.

"Hazel, just let it go!" He says.

"Ha-"

"And you know what? I have things I need to know too. How can you say you didn't know if you ever loved me and then come back and say you loved me so much and should of never left." He shoots at me.

"Harry-"

"No, let me finish! Did you say those things because you felt bad for me? Because I was in the hospital? Why Hazel? I told you how much I loved you and you said that maybe we weren't meant to be, and don't tell me you didn't mean it because all those drunken nights I spent them trying to figure out if you meant it or not. So when you get me a good enough reason for all of that I'll tell you why I fucking punched Louis because I had reasons for my actions."

"I don't know what to tell you Harry." I say. "Some part of me meant what I said and it is true because here we are fighting again but I know I do love you, at least some part of me does. I'm just tired of fighting, Harry." I admit.

"Hazel, every part of me loves you, even if you break up with me and we never get back together. In 20 years, every part of me will still love you. I love you so much it hurts because I know you can't love me the way I love you but I can't not have you because that hurts more than knowing you don't love me as much as I do. I don't want to fight, but like you said we have issues to solve." He says.

I didn't know what to say. How could anyone say anything to that? How can I be with him now that I know I'll never be able to love him as much as he loves
me. He deserves so much better.