Should i?

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*flashback 

My birthday.

you: we could celebrate on our own! you know, just the two of us.

The two of us.

You've changed.

no, not your atitude

but the way you treat me

 changed.

You've been asking me a lot lately to go out with you.

I thought you were just bored

so i ignored you.

But this

you asked me out on my birthday. 

I said yes.

Yes, i would go out with you.

i woke up in the middle of the night

thinking of what would happen later.

Two days passed after the day you asked me out.

and today is the day.

Just the two of us, in the beach.

Thinking of it makes me afraid but somehow happy.

it makes me fall for you even more.

and it hurts.

should i tell you i can't go out with you?

Again.

my heart is beating fast as i typed the words " I can't go out with you today. Im sorry "

im sorry but i need to stop this feeling.

its hurting me.



should i?






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