black coffee

Lovely

Alec pov
"Selena you know I would be with you if I could. I can't bring you into my world." I saw her eyes tear up. Did she really want to be with me. I'm hurting her already.
"If that's what you want" she croaked.
She walked over to the door. And opened it and looked at the rain I started walking to go out. Still pouring outside I saw. She slammed the door when I was about to go out. I looked at her confused. "Why don't you stay until it stops raining. I can help you in your homework." She smiled lightly.
After all that and she is still sweet to me. I want her. But I can't have her. He will hurt her and I can't let her get close enough for him to do that.
"That would be lovely."
And for the rest of the day she helped me do homework. And we started watching movies. Until I got a call. Selena fell asleep in my lap. Her legs sprawled out on the couch and her head rested on my legs. She's so beautiful. I picked up the phone. Not looking at the caller id. "Where are you?" Matt. Matt is my brother. He's 3 years older then me. "At my friends house." I said flatly. "You're supposed to be home. You curfew was 1 hour ago." It was 8.
"You're not my Boss. " I spat
"Oh but I am. Your legal guardian. Get home now. Or pay the price."
The phone hung up. I sighed loud. Selena shifted and looked me in the eye. "Who was that?" She said softly.
"I-I thought you were sleeping." I croaked.
"No your ringer woke me up."
"Oh"
"Who was it"
"J-Just a friend."
She looked at me and saw right through me. She knew it wasn't my friend.
"Okay.." She said
I have to get home before I pay the price. Last time I was late is when I got all those bruises.
"Selena I have to go." I said
She nodded and got up slowly. Her messy bun half down and half up. Her sweat pants low on her small waist. And her shirt tight around her waist. She's so gorgeous. We get to the door. The raining stopped about an hour ago. But Selena was asleep on me and I didn't want her to move. "Sorry I fell asleep I was just tired after today." She trailed off. After I told her I wanted to be with her. Then said I couldn't. And made her cry. "Selena-"
"I'll see you later maybe.." She interrupted.
"Okay but what I was going to say was-"
"I'll see you at school bye." Interrupted again.
"Selena let me talk." I snapped.
She looked me in the eyes and pushed me out the door and slammed it. I fell back and tumbled to the ground. She was outside with me. She knealed down. " I'm sorry I just don't want to be hurt." She cried. "I've lost so many people already. They pushed me away and I tried to help but nothing worked. I can't lose you too. I would never forgive myself for not going after what I wanted." She balled and sat with her arms around her legs. She needs me. I need her. We need eachother. I will do everything in my power to keep her away from Matt he would hurt her just to hurt me.
And I did it.
I kissed her.
She tensed but quickly responded. I kissed her long and soft. Her lips tasted like cotton candy. And full and pink.
I broke away.
And I looked into her mesmerizing eyes and couldn't believe I just just kissed her.

IT HAPPENED!! Not many people read this so I might delete it. Comment what you think