I Need You

Chapter 1

*Christys POV*

It's been 3 weeks since I last spoke to Niall.

3 long and depressing weeks.

I'm living with my mum and brother Sam again..fun...

The girls come over some times and cheer me up...but it's not long until the pain hits me. Straight in the heart. I feel as if something is missing from me.

I miss his flawless Irish accent, his bright blue orbs, his tousled blonde hair, his cheesy smile...but most of all his cheeky giggles and laughs.

I cry all time...even in my sleep. It's scares my mum...

I wake up from my daydream and walk down the stairs in my sweats and a baggy top.

"Hiya Christy!!," Sam chimes with a big smile.

"Hey Sam," I say with a smile.

Wow first time I've smiled in a while.

I walk through to the kitchen to find my mum making my favourite dish...chicken!

I haven't been eating! I know! Never thought I'd say that!

"Hiya honey, your phone has been beeping," she says kissing my cheek.

I walk over to the kitchen table and slouch down on the chair. I pick up my iPhone.

Twitter. 

Twitter. 

Twitter. 

Facebook. 

Twitter. 

Twitter. 

Twitter. 

Twitter.

I scroll down all the Twitter notifications when I notice a Tweet notification from Niall.

I go on his icon and see his tweet.

"It's just not the same,"

Loads of people are tweeting him, asking what is wrong. He doesn't reply. Neither do I. My notifications are blowing up with questions.

Just then I get a text from Liam.

Liam?

Shouldn't he be not believing me and taking Nialls side?

I open the text.

"Hiya Christy...you probably don't want to talk to me.. But please meet me for a coffee at Starbucks today? Pretty please? :)xx "

I smile and reply

"Yeah sure, I'd love too, what time?xx,"

I send and get a reply within seconds

"2ish?xx,"

I check the time, I've got an hour and a bit to get ready.

"Sure, see you there xx,"

I lock my phone and walk up the stairs and take a long shower.

It's nearly Winter now, it's really cold, well what do you expect for October?

I dry my hair and put it up in a messy bun, I put on tights with shorts, a long sleeve white top, a cream cardigan with brown elbow patches, ugg boots , a cream scarf and a brown satchel.

I spray perfume then apply light makeup.

I look pretty again, instead of messy hair and sweats.

I lift my purse, phone and car keys.

"I'm going for a coffee with Liam, I'll be back later okay?," I shout through the house.

"Okay honey, have a good time!," Mum shouts back.

I walk out to my car and get in.

I turn on the radio and reverse out the driveway.

I actually feel quite happy for a change, but I'm still hurting and painful, but at least Liam still wants to talk to me.

I park outside Starbucks and lock the car. A few fans run over to me and ask me questions about Niall and I.

I'm not ready for this yet..

I brush them off and take a deep breath and walk inside.

My eyes scan for Liam.

I finally see him and he turns and smile at me.

I walk over and Liam stands up and hugs me tight. I've not only missed Niall. I've missed all the boys. It doesn't feel right without there fusses and dilemmas. Liam lets go.

"Christy...I've missed you so much! It's just not the same," Liam says grinning at the sight of me.

"I've missed you too! I've missed everyone!," I say close to tears.

Liam sits down and I copy.

"I'm paying, what you wanting love?," he smiles.

"Emm, could I have a hot chocolate please?," I ask politely.

"Of course, and what you having to eat?,"

"Nothing thank you,"

"Oh no... Not you too? You not eating? I mean CHRISTY not eating?,"

"I haven't been hungry," I giggle.

"That's the same with Niall!,"

We are both silent then Liam breaks the silence.

"I'll get you a cheese toasty? Okay?,"

Liam stands up before I can object.

He goes and stands in the long line.

I look around and see loads of couples enjoying themselves...Niall and I used to be like that..but Niall didn't believe me..

I pull out my phone and go on Twitter. I decide to tweet for the first time in a while.

"Hi guys, how has everyone been? Sorry I've not been on for ages...I haven't been myself lately"

I tweet and I get loads of replies straight away, people asking me what's wrong, people supporting me and the worst...all the hate...