Lose My Mind (twdg)

Pain is Pain

We walk and walk and finally it got dark. "I can stay by you....Since you afraid of the dark." Clem said walking beside me. I shake my head no. Theres nothing to be afraid of anymore. "Sorry I even ask."Clem said. Know im the douchebag rite?
"We need to stop and rest." Lilly said. "We can't stop." Kenny said. "We need to stop Kenny, we've been walking for 4 hours." Lee said. "Fine!" He said sitting down by a tree. Should I go talk to him? Yeah. I should. I sat next to him. "What do YOU want?" He asked moving his head away from me.

"I feel sorry for you...im here to check on you." He sighed. "You know what it feels like to live.... hurtful it feels hurtful." I turned my head to him. "Well your alive like or not!" He started to frown. "You cant just sit beside a tree felling sorry for yourself. I had to shoot my dad. So stop being a asshole pretending your the only one who's lost people." He got up from the tree. I can't believe you rite know, when I look into your eyes I see a sweet pretty little girl. I guess im wrong."

He walked away. I saved him from Duck... And this is what I get. I wish my dad was here rite know. Me, him and Clem wouldn't be in this group. Lee walked over and sat by me.

"Whats wrong?" "I just wish Kenny would be nicer to me. I had to shoot Duck.. I just had too. If not he wouldn't be here right know."

I said turining my head. "Thats just how Kenny is... Hes lost like you." Lee said moving my hair out of my eyes.

"Im not like him." I said standing up and walking away. "lets keep moving." Kenny said. Lee got up from the tree and walked with the others. I stayed behind everyone. Thinking when all this will go away. I know it won't but I don't think about the worst casenoro.

My hair flows in the wind. It's cold but...I can live with it. I get my binoculars and look around. I see trees and moutains. A city...A CITY!

"Guys Guys..." I said. "Up ahead theres a city." Everyone cheered. My dad told me not to go in city's.

We finally get there. Everyone's going in the gates. I wait outside. Clem looks back and runs to me. "What's wrong?" She said. "I'm...not allowed in city's. My dad said its too dangerous. I can't." She hugs me. "I got your back. Remember when we was playing aliens and we said we got each others back? I got your back know." Without Clem I would be so lost. She's all I have left. "Come on." She said holding my other hand. I get my gun out just in case. "Keep up girls." Lee said. We run up to him. "I thought we were going to Wellington." I said. "We will..." He said."But everyone's tired and were gonna find somewhere to stay for now." I sighed. Clem walked beside me I smiled. "Happy birthday." She said smiling. I forgot about it. "Thanks Clem.... im proud you remeberd." "Of course." She said. "Your my best friend." We hugged. "Stay back." Lee said blocking us. We see a herd of walkers coming this way. I get out my gun and aim. I got 3 bullets left. "We have to take em."Lee said looking at all of us. I nod and shot one in the shoulder. Waste of bullets. Two was behind me. I look back and grasp my gun. I hit one in the head and one in the neck. One was rite beside me. I go to shoot it but im out of bullets. Then I ran beside Lee. Oh no Katja was rite on my left. Then we heard her scream. Kenny knew I ran over to Lee so he knew it was my fault. "Katja." Kenny said shooting the walker. He ran over there to her. He points his gun at me. I scrench my face up and looked away then bam! I heard a gun shot. Not at me but to Kenny. I looked over and saw Lee his gun pointing at Kenny. "LEE!" I screamed "WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?" "Because he said. "He was gonna shoot you." "WELL HE DIDN'T." I screamed with tears in my eyes. He wen't to hug me. I moved back. I saw that kennys body was gone.

He turned.