A Wife's Tale

Breaking Point

JAZZ

He came back into the bathroom and sat on the toilet tank looking down at me drowning in my sorrows, trying to find the right words to say but couldn't quite put two and two together. As he started I cut him off

"Jazmin.....I..." I cut him off

"Rayan don't just stop ok just stop" I got up and wiped the tears from my hazel brown eyes.

I wasn't in the frame of my to listen to what he had to say I just didn't care anymore whether he wanted to hit me or kill me for all I care I was just over it..... done! I got up and got myself together and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. I made scrambled eggs, bacon, toast and orange juice. As I made his plate I heard the door slam shut...

"Rayan?" I shouted

Of course there was no answer. He always does this aduh know why he always flaking and making it seem like it's all my fault.

My cycle had started in the middle of the day but I needed to go to the pharmacy to get extra sanitation stuff and iron tablets.

Phone Convo

"Aum hey!? can you carry me to the pharmacy, am not feeling too well to drive"

"Augh! oh okayy i will be there in a few, will call you"

"o.. gco" Before i could finish my sentence he cut me off

As I waited I watched Keeping up with the Kardashian until the pain started to hurt me like a bitch, like daaamn maaahn why do we have to suffer so much like tf . I fell asleep while waiting for this nigga to come get me only to feel a light touch on my back as I was curled up into a ball trying to be comfortable.

The car ride was pretty much silent really I didn't have much to say to him for I was still upset at what had transpired the night before. It actually had me thinking. Is this the life I really wanted? Was this the man whom I married for the right reasons.....was it him I wanted for sure? but most importantly......Why do I stay?

I was so deep into my thought searching for the answers to my million questions......

Ray: Jazz! Jazz?

Jazz: Yes Ray

Ray: You alright

Jazz: Don't act like you care, if you don't that's fine as well no need to pretend" I hissed my teeth

He got pretty upset that I said that to him but it was the truth. You say you love me but yet you treat me like shit......y tho!? He didn't even reply he just sat there back straight and eyes on the road. We pulled up to the parking lot of a 24hr Walgreens. As I pulled my seat belt to get out he placed his hand on top of mine apologetically

Ray: "I do love" He said as he removed his hand

Jazz: (sighs) "just dont..... what happened cant be undone......so it good"

Ray: "It wont happen again I promise . I am working on it. I really am" he said staring me dead in the face

Jazz: "A promise is a comfort to a fool. But I do understand".

I came out of the vehicle while Ray stayed back to take a call. He said he would wait in the car since it's a female problem. As I approached the light post near to the door I felt some one grabbed my hand......

???: "Bitch if you know what's good for you u bedder leave mah boo alone"

Jazz:" like tf hoe I aint know you"