Chresanto pov
Man so much was going on in my head it just kept repeating that she's marrying this guy like why him this was supposed to be temporary. Now I'm stuck with this bitch Tiana she told me if I was too talk To yn or my kids that she would leave and tell press I beat her and put me on child support and ya know I can't deal with child support for 18 Damn years so I been stuck in hell for 2 years don't get me wrong I love my babygirl Camilla but her mama can't stand that bitch but as I escape my thoughts I see drea taking off her earrings and Tiana calling somebody ratchet when she ratchet asl
"Yn wait" I said quietly hopefully she'll give me a chance too talk
She looked over at me and rolled her eyes. I never realized how beautiful her brown eyes are or how much pain I put her through. "What Chresanto " she says irritated.
"Can we talk for a second " after saying that I saw that Tiana looked at me with that same damn attitude and Yn look at August for permission and he nodded at her.
"Come on " She said as walking outside the rink. I really miss Yn like following her outside all I could think was Damn she got thicker
"Hey" I said Quietly while staring into her eyes. As she stood there like it was our first time talking damn I remember that ...high school she was new I ain't gone lie I use to pick on her I swear I remember the first conversation I did a lot of shit to her that i regret but tbh me and her will never work out i have 5 kids I'm cheating on Tiana right now I'm living a fucked up life right now tbh
"Chresanto" yn said looking irritated
" Oh I'm sorry ma but look imqa cut straight to the chase can i see my kids"
"Thats up to them not me like i told you before years ago i would never come in between you and my kids relationship "
"Aha ! last time i checked it take two to make a kid"
"Roc dont do that you know damn well i aint wanna have sex with you that night YOU RAPED ME! Man i swear if i wouldn't have met you my life would be so perfect ..You're the reason my mom died like if i wouldn't have had to go to the hospital that night i wouldn't have got into the car accident i wouldn't be pregnant i wouldn't have met your fucking friend that almost killed my brother.Your just like my dad..You hit me and i still went back to you"
Hearing those words come out yn mouth hurt me looking at her cry and how i reached to touch her she jumped as if i were to hit her like she was thinking about the past.Im not like her dad I'm not i swear he abused her emotionally and physical no i can't be like her dad them 5 words kept replaying back in my head causing my face to turn red and i look at yn and tries to walk towards her but she keeps walking backwards and shaking her head till she bumps into the door and just starts crying like she's been holding that in all these years and she keeps saying "I hate you" Am i the reason her life is fucked up now ? I have to leave i can't see her like this she won't even look at me she keeps looking down crying her makeup is smeared over her jeans and mascara all around her i need to go idk where but i need to go *Walks away then starts to run away*
Your POV
Idk why but i let roc get to me and the emotions building up in me started to make me cry he was like my dad he really all i kept picturing in my head was him raping me and me screaming for help then the day he hit me in front of the twins that kept replaying in my head. I loved him more than ever more than my own life.I always remember feeling like I was no good Just can't seem to get over the way he hurt me don't know how he gave another who didn't mean a thing. Been riding with him for 16 years Why did I deserve To be treated this way by you I've been crying for too long
What did he do to me I used to be so strong Now he took my soul I'm crying I just Can't stop crying. He started walking towards me and i walked away crying but my legs was shaking which caused me to fall to the ground and just cry I've become so weak and he just looked at me man i hate him as i told him that tears were coming down from his eyes i wanted him to feel the pain that i felt these last 16 years that have been hell because of him and he just backed up and ran away like always just love to run away from his problems i heard august call my name but there was no covering this up with an "Im fine" because i wasn't i was hurt not physical but emotionally . August didn't even aced any questions he just picked me up bridal style and i cried on his shoulder and put me in the car and the whole ride was listening to my sniffles and nothing else. He really sent me to my breaking point
Tbc
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