Chapter 1

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All credits for the cover go to luv_heather_feather5 who wrote Being Niam's Daughter! It's a great story you should read it if you haven't already!

Here's chapter 1!!

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Perrie's P.O.V.

"Zayn! Please!" I cry trying to hold on to Zayn as long as I can hoping that I can keep him from taking one more step from leaving me forever.

He just got back and he's going to leave again?!

"Please what?! I leave to take a break and you find someone else?! I am done Perrie! This is bullshit!" Zayn yelled before walking out the door and slamming the door so hard that it shook the whole flat.

I sat there stunned and crying my eyes out. Why did I have to fall in love with two people?! Why?!

Why did Harry Styles have to come into my life?

I have to replay the events of what happened that lead up to this terrible dilemma that I am left with so I can show you why I am in so much agony.

It all started about 3-4 months ago...

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"Zayn? Please don't leave again." I barely whisper out through my tears and my shaky voice.

"Perrie! I have to! It's not a choice anymore! I want to get out of here before I say something really stupid. Bye...! And that's when he left.

I knew that he was going to come back and he needed some time to cool off, but that didn't help with what I was about to do.

Running up the stairs, I kept tripping over my feet because my tears were blocking my vision. Running into the bathroom, I slammed the door shut and locked the door with a quiet click.

I whipped open the medicine cabinet and pulled out one Zayn'a shaving razors.

Without thinking, I ran the cold and sharp razor across my wrist.

As soon as I felt the pain run through my arms, I dropped to the tile floor of the bathroom and looked at my wrist.

The physical pain just made the pain of Zayn's and I's relationship troubles disappear.

The pain of the razor disapeared leaving me cutting all along my wrists.

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I was sitting on the ground with 6 cuts on each wrist, each one deeper than the other, when suddenly the room started to spin.

Was this really the end?

Incase it was really the end I spoke, what I thought would be, my last words," Zayn I love you..."

Then there was banging on the door with someone screaming my name. Was it Zayn?

The last thing I remember is there being multiple pools of blood on the floor and the door being knocked down with a fuzzy image o f someone walking in.

Then I shut my eyes.

Goodbye Zayn...

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Sorry if it was short but it is only the first chapter. I might update really soon so be ready!

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