Dedicated to @saphira94 for the comment thanks babe💕
Reason 2
My dad
I was a disgusting creature in his eyes
A disappointment
A failure
I was supposed to be the one
To carry one the family
When Greg passed away
But I couldn't
I had no interest in
Children
Biologically anyway
I didn't want that
I was gay
I didn't need to go through that
With a woman
I wanted a man
And that
Would never satisfy the only person
I ever looked up to
And maybe
Just maybe
That
Would break me a little farther
YOU ARE READING
the journal // N.S (Boyxboy)
Fanfic"remarkably, this journal has only brought us closer..." - or the one where harry helps niall right all the "wrongs" in his suicide journal - Story idea credit to the fabulous @louuver
