Only Given What You Can Handle

Eleven

Fuck we got caught and it had to be by my sister. Jhustyx just stood there in the door way in shock. D jumped off me and all I could do was hide under the covers. After what seemed like forever J finally said something.

Jhustyx: You are so lucky I'm not mom!

She turned around and closed the door. I couldn't say anything nor look at D because we both know she was right. If my mom would have walked in, she would of just started beating our ass. D got up and looked out the window. Then got out of bed, locked the door, turned on the radio and off the light. He climbed back in the bed. Got on top of me and started kissing me.

He apologized but I don't know why! We started making love again and this time we really took our time. When we was done, D grabbed me and pulled me closer to him. His chest to my back, my head on his arm and his arm wrapped around my waist. I looked at the time and it was only 9:43. All I could think about was us getting caught. D turned off the radio and turned on the tv.

Me: I love you king!

D: I love you too! You know you are my everything right?

Me: Yes and you are my everything too!

D: My bad about tonight!

Me: I just can't believe we got caught!

D: I know! This is why I want us to get our own place!

Me: But we can't do that right now babe!

D: Why not? I have a job and I will be eighteen in a week and a half! What would be the hold up Tee?

Me: My parents won't let that go down and you know it!

D: Yeah they will I just need to prove that I can take care of us babe.

Me: I know but after tonight, if it gets back to my parents, they're going to flip!

D: Baby no they won't, they will be upset for a while but baby it will be ok!

Me: I don't know, babe!

D: Look we just have to tell our parents before anyone else does babe!

He held me in his arms and we talked for a little while longer. We made love again and called it a night. I woke up to my alarm going off at 5:30, in the morning. I got out of bed, went in the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. I walked downstairs, into the kitchen, turned on coffee maker and got everything I needed for breakfast out the fridge. I cooked breakfast for D and I.

I took our food upstairs and when I walked in the room D was still asleep. I put the tray down that had our plates and drinks on it, got on the bed and kissed my babe until he woke up. He grabbed me, rolled over on top of me and started kissing me. He pushed my shorts and underwear to the side and slid in me slowly. We made love for forty-five minutes. He got up, ate fast, jumped in the shower, kissed me and left for work.

I jumped in the shower and put on sweats with a tank top. I got our clothes and the linens off the bed to put then in the laundry. I cleaned up the kitchen and then went to sit in the living room to relax and watch tv. I texted my king to have a great day and that I loved him. While I laid there thinking about our conversation last night and wanting to talk to D about me getting a job I started dozing off.

I woke up to the front door opening and hearing my mom call my name. I got off the couch and walked to the kitchen. She looked so tired! She gave me a kiss on my forehead and told me she was going to jump in the shower. She asked me to go move my car off the street and into the driveway I did what I was asked. When I walked in I put our clothes in the dryer and started my linens.

I then made my mom some lunch and took it up to her. I knocked on the door and waited until she said come in. I walked in to see her in one of my dads shirts and shorts, sitting on the bed, flipping through channels on the tv. I handed her the plate and sat in the bed next to her.

Mom: Did D make it to work this morning?

Me: Yes ma'am

Mom: That's good! You missing him?

Me: Yeah a lot but at least he is not out getting into trouble.

Mom: True! Baby what's wrong?

Me: I need to talk to you mom!

Mom: Are you and D fighting? What's wrong?

Me: No mom, we're good but what I want to talk about, promise you won't get mad?

Mom: I promise! What's going on baby? You know you can tell me anything!

Me: I know! Mom you know I don't keep nothing from you but I been keeping something from you for over three months now and I feel bad about it.

Mom: What is it baby? Talk to me!

Me: Mom, D and I took our relationship to the next level!

Mom: What does that mean? I know you didn't go get married because you need both your parents there for that. So?

Me: D and I have been sexually active

Mom: Oh I know but how long has it been going on?

Me: How do you know and going on four months!

Mom: Baby your demeanor has changed and your whole appearance has too, but I'm glad you told me.

Me: So you're not mad?

Mom: No baby, I been waiting for you to tell me plus you're still on your birth control baby. It was bound to happen. Look how long you both been together and your engaged now baby.

Me: Well mom J walked in on us last night

Mom: Wow! She is nosey and you know that but baby lock your door from now on and don't think because I'm ok with this, that it means you can go have sex all around and be sloppy with it!

After our conversation I laid in bed with my mom. We fell asleep watching tv. I miss my king and can't wait until he comes home......