Only Given What You Can Handle

Thirteen

Jhustyx POV

I'm at the house hanging with my sis and the girls. I am going to miss the time I get with the girls. We sitting around chopping it up and having fun. I been working hard and saving up for my move in six weeks. After catching my sister and D having sex, I tried to tell my mom but she beat me to it. My mom took it better then she did when she found out I was sexually active.

She found out I was because my aunt had seen a video that was made of me having sex and that night got she caught me in her bed. I know I embarrassed my family when I did that but I was young and drunk. I was two weeks from turning fourteen when the video came out. After my mom beat my ass, my dad did when he got home and the next day I was on birth control. I promised I wouldn't have sex again but I did I just made sure I didn't get caught.

Trying to spend all the time with Honestee I can today because the girls and I are all going out tonight and D not going to let her go! We sitting here talking shit about bitches fucking the whole crew. I can tell the girls don't know that Tee has been sexually active with D. We sipping on Peach Ciroc and sprite, being loud. Some how we all decided to take a pregnancy test and just my luck, Anna and mine came up positive.

I don't know what I'm going to do or how I'm going to tell Mookie. I'm still going to go through with school! I know the night we conceived. It was a night we was out drinking and I had missed my pill twice. We was fighting and I told him that I missed them from being busy and not thinking. He told me I should have told him sooner because those two nights we made love twice each night.

I been on them every day since. That was three weeks ago. I decided to go to the women's hospital to make sure the test was right. Tee went with me and an hour later we found out I was pregnant. I made Tee promise to not say anything until I figure everything out........

************Two Weeks Later**************

Been really tired and not wanting to work but I have too. Today I have a doctor's appointment and Mookie said he would take me since my car is in the shop. He doesn't know that I'm pregnant but I figure this is the best way to tell him. We been planning together to move to Florida. He has found two houses and his OG already got plays into work for him. He seems excited and we will be down every other weekend, plus holidays.

We got to the appointment and everything was just fine. I'm six weeks. When the doctor came back and said I was definitely pregnant, I seen how anger took over Mookie but when we heard the heart beat and seen the little peanut on the screen, his whole demeanor changed. Tears fell from my eyes because I never wanted this but at that moment my heart said this was all I want. To make sure my baby is healthy.

Mookie: How long you knew about the baby?

Me: Just two weeks honestly!

Mookie: Why you didn't tell me before today, J?

Me: I was scared to tell you, Terrence!

Mookie: Why? Is it mines?

Me: Cause when I told you about the birth control you flipped out and I don't want to lose you! Yes it's yours Terrence!

Mookie: You not going to lose me J! It better be mine cause if I find out you been fucking someone else, I will hurt you!

Me: There is no one else and you know that!

Mookie: Ok! So what you want to do about this?

Me: Do you not want to keep the baby? It's both our first child! What do you want to do? (Tears started falling)

Mookie: I'm asking you because you want to go to school and I don't want you to feel like you have to give up anything

Me: I still want to do school and I want this family too, Terrence!

Mookie: Our family is not going no where and I want you to go to school so let's just stick to the plan!

Me: Are you sure babe?

Mookie: Yes I'm sure! You're not giving up your dream and we're in this together, love! Now just to tell our parents.

Three days later we told our parents. Terrence mom was acceptable but his step dad was pissed. They talked to him about getting a job and staying here in Atlanta. They blamed me for taking him and the baby out their lives but Terrence shut that down and let them know it's for the best. His dad went off on how were to young and ruining our lives but when Terrence said it was our choice if we keep the baby and move, his dad kicked him out.

When we told my parents, they wanted us to change our minds about moving. They are excited about the baby but sad they won't be there for the changes we are facing. They agreed to let Terrence stay with us until we move. Terrence has been working hard on saving more money. We go in a few days to look at a few houses in Florida. He has been so supportive and when he is home he limits what I do. I still have my job.....