Darkness

PART 2: The Contrast

I felt a weird pain in my stomach and a voice was clinging in my head "Beep Beep...."
I sensed a great storm and it was going to hit me when suddenly i heard a scream, it was very loud and grumpy. I knew this voice, but it was hard to recognize, I focused hard on it, my head started to hurt when I felt a hand on my shoulder I turned and there was this grotesque creature standing behind me with his eyes wide open, red in color. It seemed to me that he have not washed his face from a century, as his face was covered totally with dirt. There was a scar on his left cheek, it was so deep and fresh that I could see flesh inside it and the blood dropping down on my floor. With sudden gush of fear I screamed, screamed with all the power I had, with all the force and pressure my lungs could bare, " DON'T KILL ME PLEASE!!!!!!!"
"I am not here to kill you idiot, wake up, you're getting late for collage"
For a moment, I stayed silent and focused on the voice, and asked " Mom is that you?"
"Yes you lazy son of a lion seal, wake up otherwise I am going to throw this bottle of water on you." she said in a very angry tone.
I jumped from the bed and stood up and I felt so much joy and happiness that was I saw was just a nightmare. I hugged mom with great power, I felt so safe in her arms, I had no words to tell her that how much happy I am to see her and especially to know that it was just a nightmare..
That morning I was not feeling sleepy at all, rather it was the first time in my life when I was happy to wake up in the morning. Even that walk to the collage was totally obnoxious. The rotten trees were green as if God has shown mercy upon them. The pond was filled with clean water and ducks swimming and quacking, A mother duck who was followed by the ducklings in a straight line, the sight was so joyful that it brought tears to my eyes. The sod was all bright and green, wet with the drops of heavenly water brought down by the angels in the night. Wait a minute angels? If angels were bringing the water, I thought that the small hope I saw was this Holy water brought by the angels but why has God showed me a dream so dark and terryfing. There was hope and life everywhere, but why I felt so lifeless amongst all of this. Why I seemed the odd one out? The questions arised in my head.
I was so agonized by this thought, that why I am the odd one out why I can't feel the light and happiness, why am I so dark and dull.
That day was the longest day of my life, I wasted my whole day, thinking about the darkness, thinking about the contrast between life and death, happiness and sorrow, and light and Darkness, that why God had created such difference, why can't there be only the right path. And if there are two ways (contrast) in everything so how can we differentiate? "Do you know the answer, ask your self, can you feel the contrast within you? No you DON'T"
I know, the point here is this you can't find the contrast within you, and once you did, there would always be happiness within you.
So, coming back to the story, when my mom served me dinner i literally gaged after watching the piece of flesh infront of me, coocked beautifully, topped with mashroom sauce and served with some coloful veges but my apetite wasn't ready to accept it, because it was creating that contrast I had been thinking about that folly God has created. That the cow must have been brutally murdered for what? For us? Do we really deserve it that a harmless animal is brutally murdered just to make us happy, and why should I eat it with sorrow in my heart?
I left the table and mom didnt pat an eye over it, she thought I must have been suffering with some girl issue.
I cam to my room. The bed scared me, it sent chills down my spine, I didn't want to sleep, I could hear those voices again in my head. Those haunting, creepy, horrifying voices knocking in my head, " Come on..Come on... We are waiting for you COME ON"