Matt's POV
Me and Lizzie have been good these past few days, she was actually moving here and my parents are letting her stay until she gets her own little apartment. I haven't talked to Mia ever since Lizzie came. I guess I was kind of a douche for saying she could stay and have a comfy bed then kicking her to the living room for another person. She ignores my calls and doesn't even answer the door to her hotel.
I missed Mia. She was like my bestfriend and I don't know what'd I'd do without her. I've started to like Lizzie more and more. She's perfect. Flawless if you will. I wanted her to be mine... But all I could think of was Mia. I needed her most. I called her once more and decided to leave a voice message this time. I called her knowing shed send me straight to voice mail. "Hey this is Mia! Just leave a message and I'll call you back... Maybe..." Her message said. "Mia, it's Matthew, please call me back babe, I really need you, I don't want to lose you" I said into the phone.
School was in a week and I was kind of happy because I could see Mia... Hopefully.
Mia's POV
Matthew left me a voice message. I decided to call him back. "Hello!?" He said sounding so happy "hey, what did you need" I said quietly. "Ba-" he started "don't babe me, what did you need" I said almost like a whisper "you" he said sympathetically. "No, you have Lizzie, listen if it's not important, don't call" I said before hanging up. Okay honestly I was a little overboard, but I was weak. I stopped eating, I needed to drop like 20 pounds. I was down 9 in 2 days. I jogged outside for about 3 hours a day. I only ate 2 small meals.
I needed that job, and I'd do anything to get it. I got a loud bang on the door. "Mia let me in" I heard the familiar Espinosa voice. I opened it and he embraced me into a large bear hug. He was doing the pee pee dance. "Bathrooms down there." I said pointing. Lizzie walked over to me
"Listen slut, Matthew is mine okay? leave him the fuck alone" she snapped
"Um excuse me?" I said with a side of attitude
"you heard me tramp, I don't know why he comes crawling to you but back off! Go fucking kill you self matter of fact, I don't care just stop talking to Matthew" she said after slapping me in the face. "Get out" I said pointing to the door. She gladly left and I told Matthew to leave too.
I had red marks on my face. I was so done, I couldn't take it, none of it. All the bad memories of my past came flooding in. I grabbed my eyeliner sharpener and stepped on it and got the blade. I just started sliding the blade across my arms watching it bleed.
This means the model job is over. They'd never except my arms now, but honestly, all I wanted was Matthew, without Lizzie, just Matthew, Cameron, carter, Georgia, Nina and Katie. When we would walk together, I loved those times.
*1 week later*
School is tomorrow. I'm actually really nervous. I was only at that school for like a month, I couldn't go with Matthew well because you know. So I asked Georgia if she could take me.
I got dressed for school. The same sucky uniform. I put on the uniform sweater but I ordered one size longer just to make sure my arms were hidden. I put on some skinny jeans, which we could now wear, and some black hightops. I brushed my hair down and grabbed my book bag waiting for Georgia.
She honked and I got in. Katie was there too. "It's like 100 degrees outside, why didn't you wear the school shirt and some shorts?" Katie said like I was crazy. "I don't know" I said very low. Georgia and Katie gave me a confused look and we finally arrived at school. I saw Matt with a group of people in the front. I tried walking right past him but he saw me.
Matthew's POV
I saw Mia, I rushed over to her and I finally caught up. Carter and Cameron came too. I don't know why though. I grabbed her by the wrist and she flinched and back up. "What's wrong?" I said worried "nothing, I'm fine" she said backing away leaving. I'm guessing she was probably over the whole 'stay in the living room' incident. There was something else and I needed to know.
