trøuble. (s.w.)

sixteen.

"long time no see, charlotte. hows that boyfriend of yours?" "hes great, james, thank you for asking. what brings you to the hospital at this time of night?" you can hear the tension in our voices. "my sister got into a car accident." he sounds so dull and monotone and then i realize, so do i. "oh, im so sorry. do you want to walk around for a little?" hey, might as well try to brighten the mood.

"so, charlotte, have you and sam-" i knew where he was going to i cut him off right there, "sam's not really my boyfriend. i just wanted you to be jealous." i immediately look down after confessing. "charlotte, i want you back. babe, we were so good. don't you miss it? the dates, the talks, the shopping, the sex?" wow, i am shocked, the james phillips misses me? "i miss it too, james." "so youll take me back?" he suddenly drops the sad attitude and his eyes shine like the sun. "yes, james." he pulls me into a hug and takes both sides of my face and slams our lips together. we moved in perfect harmony, this felt right.

i arrive at nate's room once again and see that his eyes are wide open. "nate! nate! youre up!" i say in total shock running to the side of the bed. "hey, charlotte, what are you doing here?" "what am i doing her? nate, you almost died! all the boys were here earlier but they left. i left too but i came back to see you." i say as flashbacks from me and gilinsky's conversation flow through my mind. "well, thank you very much, charlotte. that sweet of you."

"nate, why did you do that?" i ask and sadness fills the air once again. "it doesn't matter, its over now." "nate, come on, please just tell me." i sound like im practically begging.

"i did it for you, charlotte. maybe if i killed myself youd care about me. maybe you would finally think more of me than just a fuck buddy. i love you, charlotte. i love you so fucking much and i just wanted to mean something to you. i knew that would never happen so why not just fucking die, right?"

//authors note.// aw aw aw poor nate. what will nate and sam think of the charlotte and james reunite? please comment about how you like the story and want to see in upcoming chapters, love you!