Hayden, I want you to know the difference you made in my life.
Without you, I was always so sad, and depressed.
I felt like I had nobody, like I didn't belong.
Then I met you, and my life changed.
Forever.
<3
The day you walked into my life. It changed.
Once you and I started getting closer, I found you on my mind a lot, and it made me happy. I actually found myself smiling, and it was real. Not the same old fake smile I always used to get people to think that I was okay.
Because I wasn't.
Then I met you, and my world was flipped upside down.
You put meaning in my life. You make me feel so special, like I'm actually wanted.
Like, I'm actually needed.
Like, I'm actually loved.
And I would just like to say thank you. Thank you for always being here for me. Thank you for never giving up, or losing hope. Thank you for always putting up with my stupid shit. And somehow, still loving me the whole time.(:
I really appreciate it.
Most people would have been gone by now.
When we hit the first little bump in the road, they'd leave.
And I'd never hear from them again.
But I'm glad they did(:
Because I would have never met you.
I wouldn't have a reason to smile.
Or to wake up in the morning.
Or to breathe.
You make my existence meaningful.
Honestly, right before we met, I was planning on killing myself that night.
If you had accepted or talked to me a day later.
I wouldn't be here.
Because the second you answer me.
That was it.
I was done.
I knew I had just found my purpose in life.
And that purpose is you.
I love you.
~max
