Beautiful, let me tell you something, five months you and i have been together!♡
Five, amazing, wonderful months together!
Yes, there has been some bad times, but there's been so many good memories too!♡
I'm sorry we are the way we are though, I honestly wish things where better for the both of us. <3
I love you, and I wish you and i where perfect, but..sadly, we can't be, it's to late. But that doesn't mean we can't try! Or we can't have happy times, or good memories!
We have to make our memories! Get rid of all the bad memories and the bad things, and focus on the good in us.
I love holding you, it makes me feel so amazing! When I hold you, I feel at peace.
Like nothing else in the world matters, because nothing else does matter. Only you♡
You're my missing piece.
My other half.
My sunshine on a rainy day♡
You're not only my boyfriend, but you're my best friend. (: you're the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, and I would like to thank you. (:
For always staying by my side, no matter how stupid I can get.
For never giving up on me, even if I deserved it.
For not letting me give up on myself, you kept me strong.
I don't know how, through everything I've been through, I've been so blessed to stumble across you♡
My life is hell, constantly, everywhere I turn, something happens to make me hate myself, and my life even more.
But then I look at you, and everything's okay♡ you came into my life, and ever since then, I've been so happy. :) I know I always have someone to rely on, because of you. I know I have someone to go to whenever I need to talk.
I trust you, and I love you hayden, and I hope you trust me.
I really don't know what else to say, I mean, I have so much to say, I just don't know how to put it into words!
I just want you to know that I love you, and I will always, always, always be here for you when you need me!
I will be here for you to have someone to cry on, to talk to, to hold you, to love you, anything. I hope you know you can trust me with anything you have to say, I'm not like other people, I won't hurt you, not on purpose.
♡
Baby, I wish you and i could be together! I'm really deeply sorry we can't be!
Oh you know how amazing it would be if we where! I'd take you out on dates, take cute photos with you, buy you everything you wanted, I'd take you want to go! But most of all, I'd keep you safe!♡ I'd make sure nobody or anyone could hurt you!
I'd make every night romantic! With beautiful blue rose pedals perfectly placed around 'our bedroom and bathroom, with candles and slow, romantic music playing, along with the fire! I'd let you relax in the bath, then let you crawl into bed wearing my shirt, give you a masasge, then we could snuggle up together and watch a movie, talking until one of us falls asleep♡
Then in the morning I can make you breakfast on bed♡
Then we can cuddle and lay in bed all day♡
Wouldn't that be wonderful?
Sigh~
Wish it was that way, but sadly it's not. :(
We can always dream can't we?
I think I've wrote enough for now. (:
I love you beautiful!
Have a good night, I hope you sleep well, I'll be here when you wake up to talk. (:
