How can I say yes?
When all that's left is no?
How can I keep focus
When you keep looking my way?
All I hear is rumors
And I can barely think
All I want is solace
But I never know
When will you look?
When should I smile?
When will the tables turn?
If they'll ever turn?
The way you smile across the room
The way you never crack
The way you appreciate work and heart
But you never take a chance
Everyday is a mystery
Every moment is a guess
Every thought is laced with guilt
And confusion
How can I let you know
What I might feel?
How am I supposed to guess
What you will never feel?
Every day I will still smile
Then think to look away
And every day you will just cause me
Confusion
