Tattoo Heart #3 of JALBOYH

05.

05.

Harry-

It's been 1 week since the death of Diana, it affected Selena alot, she sees the world different, she's barley out and she barley talks. I know she really loved Diana but, she needs to move on with her life and try to live it if not for Me but then for Diana. I haven't spoken to Kendall since my last encounter and I haven't seen or heard any news from Raquel if she's doing okay, not that I care.

Selena is right now sitting on the couch, her legs are brought up to her chin and she's wearing a long sleeve grey sweatshirt, her hair damped and curly since she showered, no make up, she looked natural.

"Selena?baby? Do you want to go out for breakfast?" I asked biting my lip hoping I get anything from that pretty lips of hers

No answer.

I haven't even told Selena about my encounter with Kendall and Raquel. I know she has lots of things going on but would she even really care? She hasn't eaten the food I made her and she won't even look at me. I miss her, maybe if I tell Selena about my encounter she will react, well, he's to nothing.

"I bumped into Raquel" I close my eyes hoping she's not staring at me, I open my eyes and I got no answer I sigh, I pick up her up from her first position and put her on my lap and nuzzle my head in the crook of my neck.

"Baby, please talk to me" I whine kissing her lips desperately pulling her closer if possible so I can get a reaction or something from her. Once I felt her lips kiss me back, I huge sigh of relief escapes my lips and I Kiss her again.

I pulled away and her eyes are red and tears escaping her eyes, the first emotion i seen since the day at the hospital. She blinks and bite her lips while staring at me

"Y-you seen Raquel again?" I slightly laugh, out of everything I say, her mind went to that.

"She's in the hospital...she has a coma" She frown slightly confused

"How is that possible? I-I thought she was in a coma? She c-can't move" She tilted her head to the side and I just kiss her head. She's too cute and smart.

"Uh, so Raquel has a sister and her name is Nicole...turns out, Nicole is Kendall and she told me, so technically I bumped into Kendall" I shrug and Selena nods her head

"I'm sorry for spacing out! It just hurt that's all. But, I'm fine...I will be fine." She reassured me and I simply nod. I pulled her waist in closer to me and out of my jean pockets I took out a crumpled old piece of paper and hand it to her, her eyes landed on mine and I nudge her to go read it, she opens the paper and her eyes widen and then she looks at me

"Oh my God, you kept this? How?" She looked shocked and all I did was smile. I shrugged my shoulder and let out a chuckle

"Figured you might want it. When you left, I saw it and took it." I tell her, she smiles and that's the first time I saw her smile in a long time

"That's sweet harry! It means alot that you kept this!" She tells me and I shrug,

"It was no big deal!" I laugh "So...What shall we do first?" I asked. She roams through her handmade Bucket list and smiles and points to one while showing me. My eyes widen when she shows me

"You sure?" I asked and she nods ethusiastically and all I do Is laugh

"Okay" I smile

#8 Bungyjumping

I cross it off the list and she giggles happily. I never seen her like this, it makes me happy to see her like this. I get up and kiss her cheek while I go make a phone call for my princess. Once I got off the phone, I go see tell Selena but I find her sleeping, she hasn't gotten much rest and now she's catching up. I decided we can go when she wakes up. I pick her up bridal style and take her to the bed and lay her down. We are still in Paris and we're going to be leaving in a week. Mandy and Brian called for Selena yesterday and since Selena hasn't really talked since Diana death I had to tell them what happened. They told me that Selena needs me more then ever, I want to make her happy.

I grin a little as I took out a piece of paper and pen and started writing down some things. I hope Selena likes this. This might be a good start, once I finished writing, I looked at Selena and she was still sleeping. I grabbed my keys and jacket and headed out to buy some things. I went to the nearest supermarket and brought some pink Candy's and chocolate And a bouquet of daisies. I payed for the purchase and went home and decided to get everything ready. I unlocked the door and already notice Selena sleeping. The hotel is kinda cramped but it will do... I took out the heart pink shape candy's in a small little pink bag and wrapped it up with a little sign that says 'My Princess'. I had the box of chocolates on the table, and the paper in one hand, time for an old tradition.

Selena suddenly wakes up and she looks around until her eyes lands on mine and she started to look confuse

"Harry?" I smile and place a finger to my lips

"Just Listen" I take out a piece of paper and I begin...

"When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up"

Once I finished, I made my way towards her, wrapping my arms around her waist and drawing her in closer and crashed my lips onto hers. Once we pulled apart, I noticed her eyes were watery and I rested my forehead on hers.

Selena-

This remind me of my old harry. How he use to write me songs every day and sing them to me like I'm having my own personal concert. One day, one day he will be huge and everyone will recognize him. I closed my eyes during the lyrics and just swayed to the song, it brings back memories, Good memories.

Once he finished, I couldn't express what he did for me, I know I have been a downer and I'm sorry for that but this, right here made it one hundred times better. I love him so much. He came closer towards me and wrapped his arms around my waist and pulling me closer as he crashed his lips onto me. I couldn't help but cry at this small emotional gift he gave me that I won't forget. We rested our forehead against each other's until he grabbed my hand and I felt a piece of paper, already knowing what it was, I kissed his lips again and nuzzled my head in his chest.

"I love you" I whispered

"I love you baby" he said.