Tattoo Heart #3 of JALBOYH

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I've been getting morning sickness. I've been feeling awful lately. It's been coming lately, one minute I feel like I need to puke and then, it just goes away(after I puke). I guess it's a virus that's going on. I've been staying awake helping Octavia with baby even who's just 3 weeks old. He's so cute and still small. Niall is actually having a boys in; with Harry.

I guess of your wondering what's going on with Harry but, everything is okay. Really. I use to get badly jeleous of Jen but, now I'm good. Especially since she has a boyfriend and let's not forget it's my girl ex boyfriend; Liam Hemsworth. (I bet you thought it was Liam Payne.) Unfortunately he's still with Sophia, I haven't officially talked to her or even met her but I did hear some awful things about her. Eleanor and Louis are still going strong, we haven't seen each other in a loong time, so we all decided to Skype even with Demi and Miley.

Demi is still dating her long term boyfriend; Joe Jonas. They truly love each other. At first it was awkward because Niall had a huge crush on her but now they are really good friends. They are so awkward but cute. They don't like each other no more but, Niall is actually planning on proposing to Octavia. At first he was nervous but, now seeing him. I don't think he is. Octavia is actually getting the hang in parenting. When she was pregnant, she always went to those classes and always did well.

I'm currently doing dishes once I felt a stick substance making its way to my throat, covering my mouth immediately, I got to the bathroom and let it all out. I flush the toilet once I'm done and brush my teeth twice. I come out, feeling my stomach as I felt a tiny bump;). I tilt my head to the side as octavia comes down the stairs, holding Evan in her arms.

"O" I said catching her attention. She looks up at me with a smile

"Um...when you, uh...when you had Evan did you puke...like alot?" She raised her eyebrow but nonetheless nodded.

"Yeah...it was gross, I also had nausea" I nodded, slightly coughing.

"Um...did you have a tiny belly?" I asked, I could feel my throat becoming dry.

"Of course..." She looked at me confused, her eyes trailed down to my stomach that I'm holding and her eyes widen

"Sel...are you?" I shake the thought out of my head.

"Don't say it. " I said, her smile turned into a frown

"Why not?" She asked

"O, I can't be. I have a career--"

"--isn't this what harry wanted?" Octavia asked, I sigh. This is exactly what harry wanted. I'm scared because what if he doesn't want it anymore. He was just joking, it will break my heart.

"Selena! I told you this when I was pregnant and I'm saying it now...your born to be a mother and Harry is born to be a father" I cringed at the thought of being a mother.

"I need to make sure" I said grabbing my jacket but Octavia stopped me. I looked at her as she passed me Evan.

"I'll go. Hun your famous and you don't want this to come out. I'll go and get the test" I smiled,

"Thank you" She nodded with a smile.

"Don't mention it." She said as she grabbed her jacket, kissed Evan head and grabbed the car key as she walked out the house.

I looked at Evan, a smile formed on my lips. I touch my stomach with my free hand. I might have a living being in my stomach. I smile to the thought of that, a baby that proves our love to harry and I. A baby from our love.