Love of sadness

5 prom

Hey I know no one is reading this book but these are Riley's dress.

Riley's pov

I can't believe I'm about to kiss a girl. Maybe it is good maybe it is bad. I don't know. My thoughts were interrupted when our lips finally collided. It was sweet. Her lips tasted like cherry. We finally pulled apart. "Do you like girls?" I asked. "No. I like one specific girl. And her name is Riley Mathews." Liv said. I don't know what to do! It's between Luke and Liv! Double L's. "I'm sorry Liv. But I'm not ready for a relationship. But I want you to know there is always a spot for you in my heart. I think it is big enough for you and Luke. I know it's big because I still love Lucas. Even for what he has done. He has put me threw hell but I don't know why I still love him." I cried. "It's ok Riley. I will make sure you will get over him!" Liv said. "I have to tell you something I-I have-" I got cut off bye ally opening the door. "Guys! We need to go shopping for the dresses! And masks! And shoes! And makeup! And we need to practice!" Ally yelled. For a smart person she is quite stupid. "You idiot I swear! We already have the masks! God don't you ever pay attention!" I yelled. We ran inside to see everyone wearing leather and there masks. We got our masks off the dresser and headed out. I rode with Luke. Emma with Donnie. Austin with ally. And the twins on different bikes. I missed New York. I miss Aggie. I miss the perfect family I had well almost perfect.

Flashback

I closed my eyes tight and hugged my knees. "Hello beautiful. What are you doing?" My father Corey Mathews asked. "I'm a hen. I'm laying my eggs." I said as I thought really hard. "Why do you think so hard?" He asked. "I need to images the egg coming out." I said. Then my mother came out. "Riley can you please set the table?" She asked as she held baby Aggie. "She's laying." My father said. "Riley set the table!" My mother said. "SHES LAYING!!" My father yelled. Then I smelled the alcohol in his breath. I was scared. "Ok. I'm sorry." My mother said frightened as Aggie cried. "Maybe I should go see the table." I said. "No..." My father said softly. He held onto my shoulder. "Riley... Be anything you want to be. Don't let anyone stop you. Be a hen. Be a bird. Be want ever you want to be." My father said. "I want to be like you daddy." I said. "Don't." He replied. I never really knew why but know I do.
Flashback over

"Riley we are here. Are you ok?" Luke said. "Yeah. I'm fine! I'm always fine." I said whispering the last. We went shopping for the dresses and had a lot of fun. But the thing is I can't keep my big secret there is only a matter of time before time bets me. I have to tell them. I don't really remember anything. I really just thought about how to tell them and the songs. My thoughts were interrupted when Maddie hit my arm. "What the hell!" I yelled. Then I saw what she was pointing at. Them. Both. Still. Together. What. Maya. Hart. Lucas. Frier. Swallowing each other. I wanted to cry right there. It still hurts to see them together. "It's ok! We will show them what happens when they mess with me. Prom is only in three days! Let's go home and practice!" I said. We all left and arrived at the hotel. "Ok so liv will open up then ally will fallow then I will do the solo. Ok?" I asked they all nodded there head. Maddie does the piano. "We will each have our own song so we will each get a chance to sing." I said. We all went to our rooms and practiced.

Prom night
"Hey Riley can you zip up my dress?" Liv asked. "Sure!" I said. I zipped up her dress. "How is liking girls?" I asked. "It's going ok I guess. But I am still fighting for you." Liv said. "Oh I know you will. But so will Luke." I said looking in the mirror fixing my hair. "Just promise me. That in the end you won't leave me." I said. "I won't. I will always be here until we die." Liv said. "What if we don't die together what if-" Liv cut me off. "No more what if's! They don't matter what matters is me and you. Ok? Now let's get the rest and head out." Liv said. She will be so disappointed once I tell her. We got everyone else and took the motorcycles. "You know. I think that this will be a pretty good night. Nice job on the songs ally!" Austin said. "Your welcome. Anyway we have to decide the plan. No one knows that we are coming so no matter what keep your masks on until the end. Got it?" Ally asked. "Whatever. As long as they pay for what they did to Riley." Donnie said. We walked to the back of John Quincy Adams High. How many memories I had. The good and the bad. That's when someone bumped into me. "Sorry. Nice dress. You look new." He said. I new his voice. "Thanks Brandon." I said. because we were the only ones wearing masks to this dance he couldn't see my face. "Excuse me. How do you know my name?" He asked. I grabbed his arm. "Excuse us guys go in threw the back and get ready I should be back by my solo." I told them as I walked away with Brandon. "Leave me alone! Get off of me!" Brandon said. We were behind a bush when I removed my mask. "Wow. Riley Mathews! You know that you have been missing for two years?! Wait until everyone here's! Charlie! Omg Charlie!! He is going to freak that we found his princess!! Lucas and Maya they are going to-" I cut Brandon off. "Shut the hell up!" I screamed. I put my mask back on. "You can't tell anyone that I am back! Riley is no more. My new name is... Rowan Blanchard. I ran away to gather people. Hurt, broken, and betrayed. People like me. Who understood! I didn't belong here! I still don't but... Now everyone is going to suffer." I said. "Well count me in." Brandon said. We ran inside just as my song was going on. "Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over. But help me believe that it was always something that I've done. But I don't want to live that way reading into every word you say you said that you could let it go and I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know!" I sang as I came on stage. As soon as the song was over it was my turn to sing. My song was my last song. "Sweet boy straight out the movie screen candy hearts and chocolate dreams I met my prince upon a popcorn ball he held my heart then let it go ice cream upon a summers day beginning sweetness never stays melting cracks threw hands I guess I held on for to long I'm done with your bittersweet bittersweet tragedy it's no fun when I'm sitting all alone your right in front of me I'm done with your bittersweet bittersweet tragedy it's no fun when I'm stirring all alone your right in front of your right in front of me you speak sour lemonade to me the bitter taste won't let me be one kiss was suppose to be so sweet but I found grapefruit in your teeth old gum is all you'll ever be to me I spit you out and brush my teeth melting through the cracks in my hand I guess I he'd onto for to long I'm done with your bittersweet bittersweet tragedy when I'm sitting all alone your right in front of me." I sang. Once I was finished everyone clapped and cheered. Then the crew came out. "Our group name is called THE BETRAYED and we love to sing together. We have all been hurt by the people that we thought would never hurt us. We have gone threw more pain then all of you guys put together. And I'm pretty sure your wondering what these masks are for." I said. "TAKE THEM OFF! TAKE THEM OFF!! TAKE THEM OFF!!!" The crowd cheered. "Ok!" Mad for yelled to make them shut up. Austin took his off first. "I'm Austin moon. I have gone threw too much pain so I came here to join my real friends!" He said. Then it was ally. Then liv. Then Maddie. Then Luke. Then Emma. Last but not least me and Donnie. "Are you sure?" Donnie asked me. "Yeah. Let's give them what they want." I said. We removed our masked at the same time. We heard everyone gasp. "Riley? Farkle?"