Life is just a Dream

Chapter 3

The last thing that I remember was Adam violently hitting me then I fell. I Woke up that next day in the hospital barley able to move. My grandmother was in the chair beside me crying I knew that what ever happened to me that It wasn't good. When I began to move my grandmother looked at me and just hugged me like she never had before. She tried to say something to me but I couldn't understand through all of her whimpering from crying. A few minutes later the doctor came in and he had a look of worry on his face,this made me feel uneasy.
" I'm glad to see that you are awake, my name is Dr. Bailey. Two days ago a lady walking in the Town park found your body by the a tree near a ditch. We did many test and it seem that you have a very serious concussion. It seems that you either fell or was thrown to the ground were you  hit your head on a rock, Do you remember what happened that you ended up there?" I stared at the doctor and then looked at my grandmother. I knew that she didn't like my boyfriend Adam and if i told her or that he was the one who did it I knew that I wouldn't only be putting her in danger but myself also. Adam is not the type of person that takes conflict well. With that in mind i decided that i would act as if i couldn't remember what happened and hope that they just believe it.

"I don't remember what happened, I don't even know why i left the house in the first place. the last thing i remember doing is packing for me and my Grandmothers trip to Florida."

The doctor looked at me and then turned to my grandmother and gave her a very uneasy look. i knew something was wrong but it seemed as if he was hesitant to tell me. After a two minutes passed i finally asked " Is there something else wrong with me? Because with the look on your face there it seems that there is something that you are not telling me?" Doctor Bailey looked at me and sighed.

" Well Ms.Golden in the area that you were found in there was also vomit so we came up with a prediction that maybe you were drunk and fell and hit your head. Well that was ruled out when we tested you blood to find no alcohol in your system. With that I realized that you had many bruises that you can't get from just falling in a rock, meaning someone did this to you. But what really worried me is that we did other test with your urine and discovered that you are 2 months Pregnant."

When he said that i was two months pregnant i just stared at him and went into straight panic mode. Every question that you could think of was popping into my head right now from " OMG, what am i going to do i cant have a baby i'm only 16, i cant take care of anyone i can barely take car of myself. This is is Adams baby, I can't have a persons baby who put me here in this hospital bed. This means he is going to be in my life forever now. I'm just going to make sure that he doesn't know that i am having a baby. But what if......

"LILY!!!"

I was brought out of my worried thoughts when my Grandmother called my name. She didn't have much of an reaction to what the doctor said which made me wonder why isn't she freaking out. She's going to be a great grand mother and she's not even 60.
"Why aren't you freaking out, I'm pregnant and your acting as if this a normal. I don't understand that in moments that are very stressful you act as if the world is ok, I mean reall.....
"LILY" she screamed are you going to let me get a single sentence out before we leave the hospital?"
I nodded my head yes when I really want to say was  WHY? WHY? WHY?
"Ok then, I don't have a very suprised reaction because I had a idea that you were pregnant. You have been eating a lot more and been getting sick as well. I remember when your mom was pregnant with you at 17 she went thru the same thing"
" Did you just say that she was pregnant with me at 17?"
" Yes and I was pregnant with your mother at 17, it was basically destine that you were going to get pregnant. I thought you were going to break the chain but you then began to sneak out more and I already knew"
I starred at my grandmother for what seemed like hours. I had just heard that 'I was destined to get pregnant ' which meant that I was just like any women in my family. To me that sounded like I was the same no difference now I will spend the next 17 years of my life wondering what's next for me. Will I defy what I'm 'destined' for or will I accept that I'm never going to be anything?